Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Yesterday, I didn't work out since I did a lot over the weekend and didn't rest on Sunday. So Monday was my rest day. And today I went to my Cardio H2O class. I had a different "teacher" this time b/c my normal "teacher" was in Texas taking her daughter back to college. She (my instructor) will be back next week. But the indoor will be closed from 8/20 until 9/7! What am I gonna do???? I am going to have withdrawls now! LOL I have to say I really do enjoy the workouts in the water. Today I felt the muscles being worked! Legs, butt, abs, arms, it was all being worked! And with the instructor I had today, I learned a few things! Working out in the water is good for me! It helps to get the heart rate up but not noticeable! I love it. Grantd I am about the youngest person there but its nice. I get to meet older people and talk to them. LIke today, one of the ladies in the class informed me that she is 54 years old and that she works for an attorney! (Networking opportunities!!!) I've noticed that when I am on the treadmill or doing the weights, it seems like the time goes by slowly. But when I am in the water, time flies! I've found something that I really really like!!!!!
Maybe I should just do the pool thing every day. It seems to work me juts as well as the weights and treadmill. And its not half as bad on my knees and my low back.
I've made it through the first two weeks! I'm so proud of myself! Two weeks down!!! Now the test is to continue and not give up! I haven't seen any weight loss (yet) but I am working on it. I'm not giving up. Not this time. I'm determined to meet my goal.
Every time I go to the gym I meet someone new. I hear their reasons for their weight loss. Today I met a girl that was a little older than me and she is the mother of 6 children. Her youngest being 1 and oldest being 18! She "looked" bigger than me but was no where near my weight. So why is it that people "look" bigger?
I heard stories today of how people have lost weight. And then they put it back on... I don't want that yo-yo thing any more. I want this to become a habit that I continue to do and keep the weight off. I want to take care of me so that I can take care of my husband, my children and my family. I want to be able to keep up with my boys. I want to go out and not be embarrassed by how I look. I want to look NORMAL !!! I know I look normal but I look fat and overweight! I really don't like the stares that I get when I go out (either with family/friends or alone). I guess that's my anxiety more than anything.
I read on someone's Spark Page tonight that they were working on themselves from the inside out. That's a good idea! I need to learn to love me no matter what my weight is. When I look in the mirror, I don't look at anything but my face. I don't like looking at the rest of me, but lately I am forcing myself to look at more than my face so I can watch the changes that are going to take place over time. I have to learn to love me. I have to learn to have more positive self esteem. Time to start readin again! Time to start filling my head with positive stuff again.
Ok guess I need to go for now, don't want to repeat myeslf! LOL Besides I need to go work on some homework. but before I go I just gotta say
DAY 14 DOWN so time to have a small
Monday, August 16, 2010
So my workout plans got all jumbled up! I surprised my son with a tirp to Carowinds on Day #10. I didn't go work out but LORD knows I did a lot of walking, swimming and I climbed 7 flights of stairs to go down the tallest waterslide at the park! Then we clibmbed abou 5 flights of stairs to go down another waterslide. We went to the "pool" that created waves, so that was a lot of swimming and jumping around in the water. So I did get a workout in there! (Does that count?!) In my mind that counts! LOL
Then on Day #11, we (my husband, my son and I) got up early had to go get a u-haul trailer and drive 3 hrs away to finish moving our belongings to Charlotte. It took us an hour a half to load a 5x10 storage unit of stuff into a 5x8 trailer!! It was a lot of yard/lawn stuff and wood and tools and heavy stuff. Then we drove the 3 hrs. back and unloaded it all into the 5x10 storage unit in Charlotte. We stuffed everything we could in there. It was a job but we did it! I got a good workout from doing all that. It was a lot of walking and heavy lifting.
Then on Day #12, my husband and I went ot the storage unit place to get a bigger unit and had to moved everythingout of the 5x10 into a 10x20! So again, a lot ofwalking and heavy lifting. We even moved the refridgerator we had in storage! So in three days I did a lot of sweating, walking, climbing and lifting.
I didn't go to the gym and I didn't use the treadmill or the weight machines. But I did manage to exercise and get some workouts in!
I did my weight check on Sunday and then again today. Yesterday it was 323.5 and today it was 322.4... I'm not happy about those numbers....
Why does my weight fluctuate so much?! When I started I was 321.5 and then it jumped to 326.5 and now its down a few pounds! So I don't know what weight I am supposed to be looking at! LOL But at least I have my measurements written down and will gauge my weightloss with that.
Hopefully next Monday I will be meeting with the nurse at the Y to get started on the Lifestyle Weight Management program. I just have to come up with the money in order to get into the program. So we'll see what happens between now and then.
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