Monday, August 14, 2006
Well this weekend went by well, I help my Boyfriend celebrate his birthday, we went out and had fun. Did I even sweat what I eat nope, I should have been,but I didnt. Ok so my boyfriend has this thing that he says what im thinking but dont want to say it. So today im just thinking about how I have been slipping on the workouts and eating like I dont care. Not all the time but enough to take notice and him too.
So today I say well im glad that I lost the 30lbs and he chimes in that he's happy to but I should be working for more. Im like wait who u talking too. I actually bypassed all the praising and just heard the negative stuff. I didnt want to hear that I had been eating out almost 5 times a week for the last 2 wks, I didnt want to hear that I only worked out about 8 times in the last 2 and a half weeks. I didnt want to hear that my mini goal was 60 lbs by my birthday on 12/24. I almost cursed him out for that.
I had to call him back and aplogize. He wasnt saying anything that was wrong he just knows me better than anyone and knows that I needed to hear that. I am back on the grind, no more cookies and all that stuff. I am back the onw day at a time. When I do it like that I get good results.
Alright let me dip but hey keep me in your prayers and peace.