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I have to brag...

Thursday, May 16, 2013

I was given 4 big bags of potato chips today, one of which was an absolute favorite, UTZ Crab Chips.
Why do people bring the fat lady chips????
Anyways, I could not stop thinking about how I was going to eat them. I was way too embarrassed to eat them at work because everyone knows I'm trying to lose weight. So I seriously spent most of my 9.5 hour work day thinking about chips. I rationalized. I fantasized. I plotted and planned.
And then I walked out the door and left them behind. I thought about them as soon as I got to my car, but I just kept going. OMG my inner child was having a tantrum. SO mad!
I still want them but am so very glad I didn't bring them home.

  
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WINTERRAIN 5/18/2013 1:34PM

    Oh brag on brag on! emoticon

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RUDITUDI2000 5/17/2013 10:09AM

    So proud of you!! You are determined! Will you have to face them again today? emoticon

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BOOKWORM27S 5/17/2013 8:54AM

    Excellent! You are making such great progress!
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HOLLYS_NEW_LIFE 5/17/2013 7:33AM

    That fantastic, good for you!

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MADTHENURSE 5/17/2013 6:56AM

    Great job!! I don't know about you, but when I am THAT focused on a food, trying to eat one serving never works. I eat my one, carefully measured portion. And then go crazy! Good for you for leaving them behind!

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DOGSRFIT 5/16/2013 4:09PM

    So brave. Shame on those who put you in that situation, maybe this will show them how determined you are. emoticon emoticon

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CAMAEL100 5/16/2013 4:01PM

    Awesome!! Proud of you!!

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LASTBASTION 5/16/2013 3:49PM

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GOOD FOR YOU FOR LEAVING THEM BEHIND!!!!!

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Finding a new way to think about food

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Up 2 lbs this am. I've enjoyed a lot of treats this weekend, and the scale will definitely reflect it come Monday morning. I've already had ham and biscuits, bacon, omelet and waffles, and we are going out to dinner tonight!
I'm not overly concerned with the weight gain, it will come back off. I'm not concerned with getting back on track either. But what does concern me is how easy it was to eat with abandon. To not care at all about undoing all my hard work. Sunday is Mother's Day, so why did I start eating junk Saturday? And why is eating junk a reward or celebration?
Most concerning was that it made me feel free and happy, like a weight had been lifted.
I don't want to feel that way.
I enjoy losing weight and feeling lighter. I enjoy having my knees and feet ache less. I feel satisfaction in planning my meals and making healthy choices that nourish my body.
I need to change the way I think about food but I guess I'm not really sure when or how that happens.

  
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CAMAEL100 5/13/2013 6:54AM

    I know exactly what you mean. I think that once I give myself permission to have a day where I can have treats, I just start thinking about the treats so of course it is in my head so I give in too before I am supposed to! I do it as well if I plan to go out to dinner in the evening. It sets me off and I can never do what 'normal' people do as in not eating all day and enjoying a nice dinner. And the real funny thing about it is that in a normal day I can fast all day with little difficulty!

I do far better when I can go without treats and I don't seem to miss them! So why is it that I eat so many when I start??

I am reading the Eden Diet at the moment which basically is saying is that we should eat whatever we want, but only when hungry and in just enough quantities to get the rid of the hunger. Great theory but I ate for the whole weekend while reading it!!!!

I also sometimes think that thinking about the whole thing too much is hard too. But the habits of a lifetime are hard to break!

Anyway, you are doing great and I know you will do this.

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GRAMMAOF16 5/12/2013 2:48PM

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Great turnaround!

Thursday, May 09, 2013

I'm feeling strong this week.
I'm able to exercise without hurting in a bad way. I exceeded my fitness goals and had to revamp them.
I took off what I gained back last week and the scale continues downward!
Most importantly, I can see the bigger picture.
A couple of rough days at work and some stress at home, but I'm coping without shutting down and turning to food.
The scale ticked up for me today but I know I didn't do anything "wrong", and it's not stressing me at all. I will just see a bigger loss tomorrow!
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GRAMMAOF16 5/12/2013 2:50PM

    Good attitude!

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BOOKWORM27S 5/10/2013 7:43AM

    Wow! I saw your post on the weigh-in forum. So happy for you! You are on a roll.

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MADTHENURSE 5/9/2013 6:41PM

    That's the spirit!

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CAMAEL100 5/9/2013 4:33PM

    Great that didn't let today's gain stress you. As you say it will show eventually (maybe not even tomorrow).

It is great not to let stress turn you to food. We all know it only makes things worse!!

Thanks for your advice yesterday. I got back on track today. Even going on the kids trampoline for ten mins on top of my other exercise! I am not sure about it though, my back doesn't feel great after it! Must monitor!!

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Bad start to the month

Sunday, May 05, 2013

I am bloated with sodium and feel so gross.
Enough with the nonsense!
Today I will plan and track my meals for the week and all my fitness, so I have no excuses.
I've come too far to be sidetracked by anything!

  
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CAMAEL100 5/5/2013 2:37PM

    You are right. You have come too far to go back. Onwards and upwards!! (of course I mean downwards!!)

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MADTHENURSE 5/5/2013 8:01AM

    You have come so far and worked hard! It's easy to have a slip up (believe me, I do it all the time). But you can get right back on track!! I hope this week goes better for you. Commit to five minutes, remember? You'll give it ten!!

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BOOKWORM27S 5/5/2013 7:44AM

    I know you will get right back on track! Wishing you a better week.
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Fast trial #2

Monday, April 29, 2013

I tried to follow an IF yesterday. Didn't go so well. This is my second try in a week's time.
I don't know if it's age or diabetes, but I used to love fasting and it made me feel wonderful.
I was fine until bedtime rolled around. I had a lot of nervous energy and was tossing and turning. My body felt electrified, if that makes any sense. I wound up eating around 1 am because I felt so sick and shaky, but it didn't really help.
I think I maybe had 2 hours sleep, interrupted. So, now I'm irritable, tired, aching all over, and hungry! Not at all the desired effect.
I'm not sure if I will try another fast. I want it to work for me, but I just don't know that it will. I could do shorter fasts, but then I suspect I wouldn't really be getting all the health benefits and would screw with my glucose levels too much.

I heard from my pharmacy today and got approved for Victoza! Finally. I've been waiting since December. I don't have health insurance and my doctor was trying to get me into a program where I it for free.
It's a diabetes drug, but has the wonderful side effect of massive weight loss. Yay!
I'm a little nervous about the risks involved but my doctor assured me they were actually negligible and that she thought this would ultimately help me get off medication altogether.
I have a friend with 2 coworkers that were fired for stealing the samples of Victoza from their office. They weren't diabetic, it's just that good of a weight loss med!
Can't wait to try it.

  
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CAMAEL100 5/1/2013 8:08AM

    Maybe you tried the fast for too long. Remember a 24 hour fast can be from 6 in the evening to six the following evening. Also 14/16 hours has great health benefits. That is limiting eating time to eight hours per day. I don't do it every day or even every week but it is good when I have overdone eating - like this past weekend!!

I am reluctant to talk about fasting to someone with diabetes as I fortunately know nothing about it. Listen to your body and only do what works for you.

Best of luck with the new meds!

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MADTHENURSE 4/30/2013 6:36AM

    Sounds like the fast wasn't a good idea now. But sometimes, we just need to try things. That one isn't for me. I could do the fast but then I'd be like cookie monster the next day - consuming as much as I could, as fast as I could. I do much better when I plan and track down to everything that goes in my mouth. Sure, I still cheat, but I do much better. A lot of times when dieting, I get caught up in the feeling cheated because of the foods I'm restricting myself from. To counter that, I a lot of times choose my bedtime snack before anything else. Even buy special treats that I wouldn't normally do for myself (like skinny cow ice cream sandwiches).
Congratulations on the medication approval. I hope that it keeps your diabetes in check and that you do experience the weight loss side effects!! Keep us posted!!

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