Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I'm so excited! This is it, finally. I'm changing my life for good. And believe me, I'm more than ready for it. I've been going back and forth for so long I just can't do it anymore. And I won't either. I won't have to. My new lifestyle will be full of positive energy and things I never even dared to dream of. All that negativity and emotional eating will NOT control my life anymore. I'm done wasting my precious time. There's so much more to life than this. The food issues, my eating disorder, my negative self-image... trust me, I'm not going to miss them one bit. I'm happy because I know this is the answer. I'll finally be able to be at peace with myself and adapt a whole new lifestyle that will bring me joy, health and energy for as long as I live.
Today my boyfriend and I are going to our summer house by the lake in the country. I can't wait. I want to make something healthy for us to eat tonight for dinner and just relax. Before dinner we'll go for a walk and I'll do my strength training exercises. It'll be a perfect start for my new life!
Vas-y, Amy! Tu es la meilleure!