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3 Migraines in One Week - What's Going on Here?

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Today I woke up at 4am with my 3rd migraine in one week's time. After seeing some light at the end of the tunnel from going to the Diamond Headache Clinic, I need to know what is causing this setback.

I don't know if I am trying to do too much and I am overexerting myself or if it's the insomnia getting to me or if I am just plain stressed out trying to manage all my medical appointments and a home life. Since only yesterday I found out that my husband will soon be laid off from work, that probably put me over the edge and brought on today's migraine. Still, there is no explaining the last two, especially after going an entire week without one.

All I know is that if I don't show any improvement after I see the doctor today, I am going to lose hope. Oh yes, I still have my my physical therapy, psychotherapy, biofeedback, yoga, meditation and devotional time to cram into my day while I do the cooking and cleaning and as I try to work on my angel boxes and build a website for them. Time is of the essence now that we will need some additional income. Everything that I am supposed to do to relax is enough to stress me out more.

Oh well, tomorrow is another day. Maybe I can get my Spark on tomorrow.

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SLIMLILA 2/27/2011 6:01PM

    Oh no.... 3 in a week, so what was that special clinic supposed to have done? Sorry to hear dh is losing his job, I know the stress it causes me knowing I will have to QUIT my job this summer. But, I can't take it anymore either. I had another meltdown and felt like leaving - just up and leaving, getting on a plane and going was my only option to maintain my sanity. But, then I don't have a passport, so it wouldn't be to finally meet my spark friends in US, darn! emoticon

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YELLOWBIRD01 2/24/2011 11:55AM

    I'm sorry you have another migraine :-{ Sounds like you have a lot on your plate . . might be time to let something go for a bit.

Lord, reach down and touch Mushcat's migraine. You see the reason for it, give wisdom and guidance in that area. I thank you for touching Mushcat's migraine. I continue to ask for healing for her body. I ask these things in the precious name of Jesus Christ. Amen.



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CAROLDEDOO 2/24/2011 7:05AM

    Oh, Judi...no giving up...I know you won't, really. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. You DO have a lot on your plate. Even just writing it all down (and me reading it!) is exhausting. Maybe some prioritizing is in order...what with your health issues and now the economic ones. I don't have anything to suggest...just to lend my shoulder to lean on and back to carry (metaphysically, of course....LOL). We're all with you.

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JHADZHIA 2/24/2011 12:40AM

    So sorry to hear this :(( Your husband losing his job would be a major blow for sure :(( Pray that he finds another soon.. You didn't get those three medications that helped yet? Best get them without delay..
I really don't know how you can get anything done at all with those terrible headaches :((
Healing thoughts are with you,,
Big Hugs,
Linda

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SING4MYFOOD 2/23/2011 9:49PM

    I'm so sorry - but it does seem as though you have an awful lot on your plate! Besides - ol' sluefoot doesn't want to see you free of pain, so he's going to try to put more on you. So you just keep praising the Lord - He can control this! I know you've been through a lot, & you've done what you felt you should do - so know that you have a lot of brothers & sisters here praying for you.

I think you've said that Diamond signed you up for all of the therapies - is there anything you can put on hold? I know they're all to keep you from having the migraines, but too much is too much, if all you had to do was keep your appointments & do your therapies at home! But also running a home, & now trying to get your website up, it's an awful lot. I'll be praying that something will lighten up for you.

And for now, we (your brothers & sisters in Christ) will have to hold up your hands & hold on to hope for you, until you can take it all back again. I know you won't really lose hope, but you do need some help with it all. We're here - don't hesitate to contact us!

Be blessed, my sister - God loves you and so do I!

Kerolyn

PS - OMGosh! I posted my comment, & your blog came back up with a box above it with migraine cure suggestions! This happened yesterday too, I think it was - someone blogged about having to have a colonoscopy, & another gal laughed, saying there was an ad over the blog advertising a book or something - Colonoscopies for Dummies! How do the "powers that be" on SP manage to put those ads over the matching blogs?????

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KNITTABLES 2/23/2011 9:30PM

    emoticonI hope you get over these setbacks quickly.

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SPARKINGINMASS 2/23/2011 8:01PM

    Sorry to hear that you had a setback. I hope that you are able to get the migraine under control. emoticon

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-POOKIE- 2/23/2011 5:08PM

    *hugs* Im sorry you are suffering, are you in contact with the clinic for more help?

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Just another busy day...EXCEPT

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

This morning I started out with physical therapy. Next I went grocery shopping. I am going to make a big batch of lean chili loaded with vegetables and beans tonight or tomorrow morning. Next I went to the craft store. A dear friend of mine is creating a friendship quilt and has asked me to make a square for her. This is the design I want to put on it.



When I get the square finished I'll post a photo of it side by side with this picture, and we'll see how well I do.

I made Gary his lunch and he came home with the EXCEPTION. Today his company announced that it is merging with another company headquartered in Dallas. The other company seems to be calling all the shots and has announced they will be consolidating all corporate and administrative duties in Dallas. This means my husband is definitely going to lose his job in the very near future, as the merger will be complete by the end of March. There is a meeting this afternoon to disseminate more info to the employees. I am crossing my fingers for a large severance package. This news will really put the brakes on my spending.

Gary really, really hates his job, so hopefully this is just an opportunity for him to find a more suitable workplace. I pray this is God closing one door and opening at least a window of opportunity.

I talked to a Diamond Headache clinic doctor today and he is giving me a combination of three oral medications to try to break my migraines at home. It's called a "triple shot" and that's what the doctors gave me IV when I was in the ER on Saturday. Boy do I hope the oral meds work. It would be so great to stop going to the doctor or ER every week. For now, though, I am happy that there is at least something that works for me now without knocking me out and leading to so much lost enjoyment of life.

I started biofeedback training here yesterday. Tomorrow I will start seeing my therapist again. I have slept well for the past few nights, so hopefully that means there will be no need for the "date rape" drug for my insomnia.

After such unexpected news, I went to the basement and worked out some of the stress. I have added 5 new yoga poses to my routine and am working on getting in more aerobics, but that's where I can easily overexert myself and trigger a migraine, so I am building slowly and breaking the aerobics up into spurts throughout the day.

Gary and I plan to run some errands tonight, I hope he doesn't come home so stressed out that he's unbearable to be around and that he still feels like going on the errrands.

Well, time to finish off a second load of laundry and start work on my quilt square.

I will ask everyone to please keep us in your prayers regarding my husband's uncertain job and career future. He is a computer systems analyst and is getting tired of that grind. I know we''ll land on our feet somehow. Maybe I can get my angel boxes on the web soon and that can be a little additional income through the hard times.

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CAROLDEDOO 2/23/2011 2:26PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticonYou sound terrific! and have everything well in hand. Your DH's job issues are just another something for you to take in stride.

Remember to feed yourself...your spiritual self, I mean (LOL) so you can keep your emoticonattitude. And Keep on Sparkling and Sparking!

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CARLAPER 2/23/2011 1:35PM

    Honey.... I can't tell you that I understand exactly where you are are but I can tell you are not alone in this un-certain time.... but please try to remember just as I am trying to remember that --- His timing is always perfect...

Father, You're a compassionate, all-powerful, on-time God. No need in our life is overlooked, overwhelming, or overly difficult for You to meet. You use the good, the bad, and the complex matters that we sort through daily to test our faith and grow our endurance. These challenges that are continually before us compel us to look to the Scriptures for spiritual understanding and sustaining power. We will trust in Your unfailing love; our hearts rejoices in Your salvation, in the midst of the wait. Our heart seeks after You, our Lord and God, for You have cared for us all the days of our lives and You will continue to do so, for You promise to never leave us nor forsake us. Amen.



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BOVEY63 2/23/2011 12:59PM

    Love the design for the quilt - can't wait to see it.

I will definitely keep you and Gary in my prayers. Sure hope he can find something that he enjoys doing. Also praying that the triple shot will bring you relief.
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I'm trying a new chili recipe tonight - white chili which includes white beans, chicken, cream of chicken soup, corn and spices. I saw the recipe in the newspaper and it sounds healthy and yummy.
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-POOKIE- 2/23/2011 3:33AM

    Oh that will be such a cute design.

And here's hoping it is another door being forced open for your husband, we can so often see the worst, but this really could be a good chance for change.

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JHADZHIA 2/22/2011 7:43PM

    So sorry about your husband's job, but if he hates it so much, maybe that is God's way of telling him to give up and start looking for something else..
I so hope those medications work for you.
Well done on being careful with your exercise. Several cardio sets a day are every bit as good as doing one long one..
I am so envious of you getting such good sleep. Still eluding me. I am jumping for joy getting 5.5 hours straight lol. It is way better than 2-3 though..
Good luck with the biofeedback training.
Have a good sleep tonight..
Big hugs,
Linda

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KNITTABLES 2/22/2011 7:37PM

    I wish you and you husband luck, I have been without a job now for 11 months so I do hope he finds a job quickly. Take care.

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KRYS210 2/22/2011 7:19PM

    My son was laid off when his company merged. It took him a while but he found a better job with better pay and benefits. Hoping your hubby can do the same!


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LITTLEGUYSMOM1 2/22/2011 6:40PM

    What a busy day! So sorry to hear about your hubby's job. You will definitely be in my prayers. I hope the meds work on your migraines and you don't have to take so many trips to the ER. I like your design for your quilt square. Very cute!!

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Quote of the Day and commentary

Sunday, February 20, 2011

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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
~ Dr. Suess ~

That is the quote I posted in one of the forums today, This is one of the responses I got:

"Thanks, here I know I can be honest about where I am and not put on a 'happy face.'"

That mede me stop and think. Everyone on SparkPeople that I have shared experiences with has been so supportive, I do feel as if I can always just be myself and say what I'd like to say. I have never run across another social networking site that can hold a candle to Spark.
This site has made a tremendous difference in my life, and I can't imagine life without it.
As long as there is breath in me, I want to spread the Spark.

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CAROLJEAN64 2/22/2011 1:27PM

    What a great expansion on what happens on our forum. I love Spark and this is such a wonderful place to be.

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SPARKINGINMASS 2/21/2011 10:43PM

    Thats one of my favorite quotes! Love it!!

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BOVEY63 2/20/2011 12:15PM

    Love the quote and I feel exactly the same about this wonderful site and my amazing friends here.
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JHADZHIA 2/20/2011 8:56AM

    Excellent quote. I have given up all other internet activity I used to do in favor of hanging out here at Sparks. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else. People are so open and supportive and lay it all out there. Its so refreshing. I too, spread the Spark where I can.
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WEKIMER 2/20/2011 8:53AM

    I love it and so true! Spark is a place where people accept everyone, fat or thin, struggling or on target, toned or flabby. We all have one common goal and that is what makes it so unique. thanks so much for sharing. kim

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KNITTABLES 2/20/2011 12:31AM

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SLIMLILA 2/20/2011 12:26AM

    That certainly is a great quote... wish I was working in an environment where that was a possibility. But, I can't look at quitting half way through the year and leaving my kids to adapt to someone new, so leaving the job isn't a possibility till end of the school year. I hope that I am able to find a job elsewhere closer to family, and town and civilized people who will show me respect and allow me to express my opinion. I'm with you, I don't know what life would be like without SP, and I don't want to find out either.

Hope your migraines have subsided for good and you're back home all settled in again. (cute background!)
Lila

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Spirit in the Sky

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Today I had a migraine, breaking my streak of headach-free days. I had to go to the ER because my doctor's office didn't have my aborive medicine, Nubain, in stock yet. The ER was really busy so it took all day, but getting the Nubain there broke my migraine. Yay!
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Since I shouldn't spend much time on the computer, I am going to just post these phots I took when Mom was driving me to Orlando at the end of my trip:







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CAROLDEDOO 2/18/2011 6:21PM

    emoticonabout the migraine...

but emoticonpictures. Practical me says they're of a tornado...in Florida??? I ask. Spiritual me likes the idea of a "spirit in the sky."

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BOVEY63 2/18/2011 12:58PM

    The pictures are beautiful - looks like huge feathers floating above!

So happy the meds helped and your migraine is gone.
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SERENEMOM71 2/18/2011 12:26PM

  I'm so glad the medication worked from the ER - so sorry you had to make the trip. I guess I'm from the Midwest because the long cloud looks like a tornado to me! I guess I don't have much of an imagination! LOL Oh well.... I just have been around too many of them and have been IN too many of them! Stay well and God Bless. emoticon

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-POOKIE- 2/18/2011 2:34AM

    Sorry you had another ER trip, but thank you for sharing those beautiful pictures.

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OPALMOON 2/18/2011 2:32AM

    Sorry to hear you had a headache, but glad to hear you were finally able to get the medication you need. Hopefully you were able to get some from the hospital to tide you over?? Not sure how those things work over there... Love the pics, to me it looks like a spirit face and feather! Hope you have a good night and that tomorrow is pain free for you.

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CAROLJEAN64 2/18/2011 12:31AM

    I love your title for the pics... spirit in the sky. They almost look like angels.

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JHADZHIA 2/17/2011 11:35PM

    Glad this new medicine worked! Those photos are most interesting. Jet contrails has been a controversial subject.
Hoping for another migraine free week for you..

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KNITTABLES 2/17/2011 8:54PM

    Sorry you had a migraine but happy to hear the drug worked. Great pictures.

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Migraine-free for an Entire Week

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

It has been so long since I have been able to say that; I can't tell you how happy I am. So is my husband and all my doctors. We are all doing the happy dance.


I saw my primary care doctor yesterday (along with a physical therapist, my sleep specialist, my psychiatrist, and my mother-in-law.) My primary care doctor is having the pharmacy order the drug Nubain that has aborted my last three migraines in the ER and the hospital. My insurance doesn't cover it, but the doctor and pharmacist are trying to push it through as "medically necessary." I say, "Amen!" to that. I have tried every migraine abortive there is and none of them work for me like Nubain does. It is an injectable that will replace my morphine shots. It leaves me drowsy, but functional and with no drug hangover the next day, unlike the morphine, which I had to sleep off for nearly 24 hours.

Speaking of sleep, I am still having major problems with insomnia, which can trigger a migraine. My sleep specialist raised my dose of Zanaflex that I take for sleep from 12 mg to 20 mg. I pray that it works, because if it doesn't my last resort is Xyrem and it is THE "date rape" drug. This sleep specialist requires the first dose of this drug to be administered in a sleep lab, so I hope I don't have to go there.
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My physical therapy will be twice a week. On one visit they will manually work on my head, neck, shoulder and back muscles and trigger points and teach me exercises to do at home. On the other visit I will have a personal trainer working me out on Pilates equipment to build my core strength. I LOVE pilates and would like to one day get a Pilates Reformer machine for home, but they are quite expensive.


For now, I also have to see my psychiatrist once a month instead of every six months since the Diamond Headache Clinic made so many medication changes and wants me to be followed more closely. Speaking of the Diamond Headache Clinic, tomorrow I have a follow up phone appointment with my doctor there, and I have lots of questions to ask him.
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Next week I also start biofeedback training and psycho therapy. My life will be full of medical appointments almost daily for the foreseeable future. However, I expect continued improvements in my migraines if I can keep up with all my therapy regimens. I have successfully added back my daily yoga, stepping, and walking now that I have returned from my extended vacation. I still need to work in the daily biofeedback practice along with some meditation and my devotional time, as well as work in strength training to my fitness regimen. I am going to be one busy girl!
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I am also excited because I have an order for three more angel boxes from one of my customers. When I have (make) time, I must get them up for sale on the internet either on Etsy.com or my own website, or both. But would you believe I still have some unpacking from my trip to do, there are still Christmas decorations to be put away, the house to clean, shirts to iron, and the more shopping and cooking to do? I need a maid!
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Well, hubby should be home any minute, so I better get ready to do some of that shopping at Costco this evening.

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SPARKINGINMASS 2/21/2011 10:46PM

    That is great that you had a migraine free week!! emoticon

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FLMOMX2 2/19/2011 8:59AM

    emoticon That you are able to do the happy dance as a migraine free

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BOVEY63 2/17/2011 12:40PM

    Love your Snoopy - he looks quite familiar!
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I am so happy you were able to go so long without a migraine, and I am praying that the one today goes away soon and that you are migraine free for a long time.
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I need a maid too - both at home and work. The Christmas decorations are still on top of a desk in the middle room of my office, waiting to be boxes and put away, everything needs dusting and the floor needs vacuuming. I won't even go into all that needs to be done at home.
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RAINBOWFALLS 2/17/2011 10:35AM

    emoticon doing the happy dance.

I can't wait so I can buy an Angel box or two.

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OPALMOON 2/17/2011 7:19AM

    Your Angel Box looks lovely!

I am SOOOOOOOO glad you have had a good run this week and I hope it will continue for you. Boy, you sure are going to be busy, just take one thing at a time and try not to get stressed about getting everything done around the house. Your health is the most important thing. So glad you had that time in hospital - it seems to have been a very positive turning point for you!

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P.S. Love the new background pic!

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CAROLDEDOO 2/17/2011 7:14AM

    Oh, Judi, everything sounds so wonderful...YOU sound so wonderful! But so busy...my, my, take it easy, girl...you exhaust me just reading about a day in your life. I know, I know, we only live once...and Thank God for being migraine free! emoticon

I, too, love your angel boxes...and hope you sell lots of them...tho, come to think of it, that means MORE things to do emoticonain't life grand!?

Keep on Sparking and Sparkling!

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-POOKIE- 2/17/2011 5:30AM

    Wonderful! Here's hoping it lasts for you x

I was prescribed once a relation of that drug for my insomnia, once I read up about it, I refused to take it... living alone and being that passed out from the world seemed too dangerous to me.

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SING4MYFOOD 2/16/2011 11:59PM

    PRAISE GOD!!!!!

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KNITTABLES 2/16/2011 11:20PM

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So glad something is finally working for you!! Such great news!! So much activity!!
That is one gorgeous angel box!! You are so talented!!
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LITTLEGUYSMOM1 2/16/2011 8:07PM

    emoticonfor being headache free for one week!! You sure have a lot on your plate - I hope that you can fit it all in and not have stress trying to do it all. You are in my prayers, as always. Here's praying for another migraine free week!

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SUMMERSMILES1 2/16/2011 7:38PM

    Tonight I was finally able to read your several past blogs (& todays). WOW! You have been and will continue to be busy. Also, what fabulous photos.

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LINDABENEDICT 2/16/2011 7:24PM

    wow ...I love your angel boxes !
I used to have awful migraines for years...just this past year they finally subsided (hormone regulation, losing weight, nutrition changes may have helped). I hope you find relief soon !

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