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Soooo Hungry!!!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

OK, why is it that when you know you can't eat, you become soooo hungry and your sense of smell is heightened!!!! I was laughing because my BF has been on the road for over a week and I just noticed some pistachios on the top of the fridge! We were on the phone when I made my discovery and he said, " Hey I thought you couldn't see on the top." (I'm 5ft and he is 6ft 6in, so this is a running joke). I said I seen just the edge of the bag. I hate that I work late hours, I didn't get off work till midnight and I couldn't eat after midnight.It just reaffirms my belief that God has a really good sense of humor. I would be asleep now if I didn't have to wait to put a load in the dryer. My daughter just had to wear these certain jeans and this certain holiday sweater to school tomorrow. Ok ok I wanted her to wear it, but now I am paying the price because even the laundry detergent smells good enough to eat!!!!! I hear the spin cycle now so it is off to bed I go!!!

BTW, I had my lowest reading in almost a month, 170!! I know it's still very high, but it is a lot better than 378!!

(wow, it feels good to get my sense of humor back)

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1DEBIE1 12/22/2009 4:04PM

    Some days are HUNGRY FEELING days...gosh darn it!!!
Congrats on the new are, oh wow, cut that number in half!!!

OOOOOhhhh...what kind of laundry soap do YOU use, gawd, no, don't tell me, otherwise, I'll be hungry just doing laundry too.

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AMAS92568 12/22/2009 1:11PM

    Very funny! emoticon

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MSV2UU 12/22/2009 8:54AM

    Thank you JLINK1972, she looked too cute!!(I think I'm a little biased though) 170 is not bad compared to what it has been, but I just took it again this moning because I am so ligh headed and it was 198 on one finger and 211 on the other. How could itt go back up and I haven't eaten anything? emoticon

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JLINK1972 12/22/2009 8:33AM

    170 is not bad at all!! Hope your daughter looked wonderful at school with her special outfit on.

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My Big Day!!!!

Monday, December 21, 2009

Well tomorrow is my appt. , I am not as nervous thanks to my SP family. I am just hoping they can tell me what I need to do instead of me going back an forth. I am going to my family dr. so I am thinking they may send me to a specialist. I just want to get on the right path. I did good tracking all of my food today, so I guess that is a good start.

Wish me luck! emoticon

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MSV2UU 12/22/2009 2:20AM

    Thank you everyone!!!!

@baby_girl, we found each other!!I think that sounds good. emoticon

@POSEY440 thank you so much, God won't give you anything you can't handle!

@RTBTMAY Thanks gor the hugs, I may need them, when I get too nervous.

@1DEBIE1 I will keep you posted


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1DEBIE1 12/22/2009 12:41AM

    I'm just betting that once you see your Dr and talk about everything, you are going to feel so much better. Nice to be able to have him give you direction and some guidelines.

Sometimes we need a push from Up Above to kick it into gear!

I look forward to hearing all about your Dr visit

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NEWME0519 12/21/2009 9:57PM

    Good luck at your appt. tomorrow!

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POSEY440 12/21/2009 6:13PM

    You are part of this family and we are here you you. Pray it is not serious. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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BABY_GIRL69 12/21/2009 4:34PM

    Definitely! Glad you found us or did we find you?! LOL

Blessings & Merry Christmas!

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

Ok, when everyone was telling me I needed to go to the Drs I was like ok, I will go. WHen I called to make my appointment and explained why I was coming in the nurse seemed more afraid than I was !! After talking to a co-worker who is a diabetic and a couple of family members they told me I should be afraid. I never thought this would happen to me. I know, it should stupid, but I never thought I would be worried about anything like this. Even though my mother was borderline and my grandmother was insulin dependent, I just never thought that is something I would ever worry about. Well this is my wake up call, I am afraid now.

I am in a state of panic and I'm afraid to eat because I don't want my level to go up because it seems like everything will drive it up. I ate a piece of chicken last night and had about 6 ozs of diet pop and when I woke up this morning it was 247. I am soo hungry, but afraid to eat. The nurse told me to log my levels in the morning and at night until I come in. I'm glad my fiancÚ' left his extra meter here when he left to go back on the road. I think I may be doing the test wrong, but he days just poke my finger and just get a little drop on the test strip. I just keep praying something is wrong with his meter. Ok, I know there isn't, but I can hope :)

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1DEBIE1 12/20/2009 8:15PM

    Thank God you decided to make an appointment with your Dr and got The Wake Up, you'll be able to do something about it and get yourself healthy and on track!

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NEWME0519 12/19/2009 9:53PM

    Wow, I pray that all is well and with a few modifications to your program, things will improve quickly!

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MSV2UU 12/19/2009 5:54PM

    Thank you everyone. I am just still in shock. Bookwerme, thank you. You will be hearing from me. I will not let it run my Holiday.

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AMAS92568 12/19/2009 5:29PM

    Take this as a chance to take care of yourself. I don't know anything about diabetes but there are some really great people here who are just waiting for you to ask for advice.

You're going to be okay. You just have to do things differently now. Hang in there.

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JUDY4652 12/19/2009 4:54PM

    I know lots of people who are diabetic and they manage their intake very well. You will soon learn what you can or cannot eat for your benefit, and all my friends say "little and often" to keep the levels even. You definitely shouldn't go without food or your levels will yo-yo. Look for a diabetic team on Sparks or do some Google searches for info on eating/drinking info. Don't let it spoil your Christmas - it definitely needn't! Best Wishes for a lovely Christmas and a Controlled Healthy New Year!

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BOOKWERME 12/19/2009 4:43PM

    DON'T BE AFRAID. Actually, learning I had Type 11 Diabetes put me on a path to much better health! Your blood sugar is way too high for you probably do have type two...but it is VERY manageable, if you are willing to make a few changes, educate yourself, and pay attention. The worst thing you can do for yourself is ignore it!

Don't not eat because of fear of your blood sugars. There are lots of things you can eat that won't push your sugars high..or higher..and you DO need to eat.

Feel free to contact me if I can help. There is also at least one diabetes team here who I am SURE would be glad to give you loads of help.

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Not soo good!!!!

Friday, December 18, 2009

I knew it was time to come back when I kept getting blood sugar readings over 200. I never went to the drs for diabetes, but my fiancÚ(feels weird to say that hehe)who along with his daughter is a diabetic and he has been checking my levels because of some of the things that he has noticed. Last night I checked it before bed and it was 370!!!! He made me understand how bad that was and made me promise to make a drs appointment since it hasn't been below 200 since Thanksgiving. When I woke up this morning it was down to 248, but he still says that's waaayyy to high. It felt so good to hear him say,"we will work on this together." Wow, that feels good!!!

I am back ( that is a good thing), but I have to settle back into getting a plan and sticking with it when it comes to my meals. I did so well before I know I can do it again!!! Thank you everyone who has welcomed me back!!I sure have missed you guys! emoticon

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BOOKWERME 12/19/2009 4:48PM

    Glad to hear you are going to Dr. pronto. It really is urgent for the long term damage is devastating. The sooner you can get things under control..the better. And how wonderful you have support..THAT will really help.

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MSV2UU 12/18/2009 7:16PM

    Thank you everyone for your comments, I made an appointment for Tuesday @11:30am. I will keep everyone updated. I didn't realize how serious this was, wow!

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RANDOM00B 12/18/2009 1:22PM

    Welcome Back! Holy Cow, blood sugar is just too crazy for you not to get it checked out: Now!!!

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CWESTMORE 12/18/2009 12:31PM

    Welcome back. You have made a great step with looking at your eating habits and fitness but you need to see a doctor immediately. Please do not play around with this condition. It has many side effects that you want to have monitored. Today is the first step. Keep going!!!!

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FOXYLADYC 12/18/2009 12:04PM

    Wow, glad to see you are back. Sorry to hear that high blood sugar levels made you come back. Those are really high, I am glad to see that you have someone to support you in your efforts to get them under control. You also have us for your online support. Happy great new start and Happy Holidays

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GIANT-STEPS 12/18/2009 11:38AM

  Haste ye to a doctor! Blood sugar that high can be doing a lot of damage.

I remember one time a pregnant friend who had gestational diabetes was checking her blood sugar and decided just for the heck of it to check her 3 year old daughter's blood sugar. It was over 500! No symptoms what so ever so who knows how long it would have gone untreated if her mom hadn't checked it on a a lark.

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When you let go, it makes life so much easier!!!!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

I have released a relationship that has been a cancer to me for many years. I feel so much better!!!! 6/20/09 marks the day of a new beginning. When a persons actions no longer hurt you, you know you are truly over that person. Have a great day my SP family!!! emoticon

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MSV2UU 6/21/2009 11:07AM

    Thanks again ladies for you comments and words of encouragement!!!

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LILSHINE 6/20/2009 8:25PM

    Just look at how much dead weight you've loss. Life will be easier to carry. I pray your journey continues to be fruitful

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FIT4LIFE! 6/20/2009 6:14PM

    Good for you! That person may have been blocking your blessings, and now they can come rushing in! Stay strong and keep looking forward.

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MSV2UU 6/20/2009 4:00PM

    Thank You Ladies!!!! It feels good to feel good. I can't stop smiling!!!!

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1DEBIE1 6/20/2009 3:29PM

    Congratulations! I know EXACTLY how you are feeling right now, since I've been in the same situation in my past.
The freedom is priceless, the independence is welcomed, and the opportunity to explore all the upcoming adventures is endless.
Get yourself out, and socializing with others...even if you have to go to the local coffee shop, library, go do a load of laundry at the laundry mat...ANYTHING....but most importantly, CALL PEOPLE and GET TOGETHER. Tell your family and friends that you need support. Don't be embarrassed, ashamed, afraid, or isolate's ok to tell others, "I need a little support right now, and could use some comfort time with you."
Hang in there sweets, the New Door to Life has just opened up W-I-D-E for you.

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    Hallelujah! You've said a mouthful. Congratulations on being released and set free!

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