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A Heavy Heart!

Thursday, April 08, 2010

I have been trying so hard to get motivated this week but I can't. My daughters grandmother passed away on Easter and I feel like I didn't do enough to take my daughter around to see her. My schedule is very busy , but that is no excuse. This had taught me a valuable lesson. I have learned tomorrow is not promised, so don't say I will do it tomorrow when you can do it today. I keep saying tomorrow I am going to get back into the gym. If I don't start getting healthy, tomorrow will never come. I notice my blood sugar keeps spiking, this is my warning I need to take heed. To see a 568 scared me , but I turned right back around the next day when I was feeling better and ate the same junk!! I must live today and quit saying I will do it tomorrow!!!! Have a wonderful day everyone!

Please keep the Williams family in your prayers! emoticon

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

JOKNOWS 4/9/2010 11:28AM

    So sorry for your family's loss. Life's journey is filled with so many lessons, that's how we grow. May God continue to bless you and yours along your journey.

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NEWME0519 4/8/2010 5:37PM

    Unfortunately, tomorrow is not promised and we just don't know when today is going to me our last day to get it done!

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JAZZYONE53 4/8/2010 6:18AM

    These Are My Wishes For You

May you find serenity and tranquility
in a world you may not always understand.

May the pain you have known
and the conflict you have experienced
give you the strength to walk through life
facing each new situation with courage and optimism.

Always know that there are those
whose love and understanding will always be there,
even when you feel most alone.

May a kind word,
a reassuring touch,
and a warm smile
be yours every day of your life,
and may you give these gifts
as well as receive them.

May the teachings of those you admire
become part of you,
so that you may call upon them.

Remember, those whose lives you have touched
and who have touched yours
are always a part of you,
even if the encounters were less than you would have wished.
It is the content of the encounter
that is more important than its form.

May you ... place immeasurable value
on the goodness in your heart.
Find time in each day to see beauty and love
in the world around you.

May you see your future as one filled with promise and possibility.
Learn to view everything
as a worthwhile experience.

May you find enough inner strength
to determine your own worth by yourself,
and not be dependent
on another's judgment
of (you).

May you always feel loved.

For God loves you.
Your Daughter loves you.
You experienced her grandmother's love.

Your Sparkfriends love you too

Your SparkFriend
Your Sister in Christ

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(Adapted from the poem "My Wish For You" by Sandra Sturtz Hauss emoticon

Comment edited on: 4/8/2010 6:22:46 AM

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BSALISBURY 4/8/2010 5:34AM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon Hang in there, I know you can do it. Motivation is hard to find but once you find it, hang on tight cause it's gonna be a bumpy ride. emoticon

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BSALISBURY 4/8/2010 5:33AM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon Hang in there, I know you can do it. Motivation is hard to find but once you find it, hang on tight cause it's gonna be a bumpy ride. emoticon

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Although I fell, I tried and I will do better tomorrow!

Thursday, March 18, 2010

I was doing really well until I had to put the cloths in the dryer. I heard the chips calling my name! I gave in and I ate some, but I am pround for not grabbing the soda to go along with it. My blood sugar was 159 earlier which was high, but it was better than the 326 it was when I woke up. I will do better tomorrow and I will not beat myself up.

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JCL129 3/19/2010 3:00PM

    Girl....those chip demons can hide in the sneakiest places!!! Trust me....I know!!!

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NEWME0519 3/18/2010 6:38AM

    Yes, thank God for another day to make healthier choices!

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Am I ready to be loved?

Monday, March 15, 2010

I have been wondering this for the last couple of months. I have a mann who wants to love me for a life time and then some and for some reason I feel like I am pushing him away. What am I afraid of? Why am I afraid of love? I can remember the last time I was happy with me. Maybe once I am happy with me, I can allow someone to love me. I paid to renew my gym membership a month ago and I still haven't gone. Maybe tomorrow I will make that first step. I have to get this diabetes under control.

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NEWME0519 3/15/2010 7:30AM

    I hope that you find the motivation to improve your health so that you are around to accept the love!

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YMUNDERWOOD 3/15/2010 3:54AM

    You can do. Sometimesgetting started is the hardest part. Once you get going it be much easier.

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SASKATIA 3/15/2010 3:12AM

  You're ready to be loved when you are ready to love yourself.

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Back to class!!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

After having a long winter break I am back to class. Instead of having 16 week classes, I have a 12 week and an 8 week class. This shall be interesting. I know I am going to love my Nutrition class, but I am not feeling this English class. It is a composition class and writing in not high on my skills list. I have always struggled with English. I think it is more mind over matter. I am going to put it in my mind I am going to do well and try really hard. Wish me luck emoticon

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CWESTMORE 2/11/2010 2:10PM

    Good Luck with you classes. emoticon

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Why am I still awake!!!

Sunday, February 07, 2010

I hate when I can't sleep! I am laying here tossing and turning wishing I was asleep! Everytime I am up late I want to snack. Good thing there is nothing to snack on! I guess I will just go through my DVR. I wish I could go for a walk. I know I should be sleeping because my pooter is not feeling well so she is going to drive me nuts in the morning!

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SARAHF_24 2/7/2010 12:54AM

    I am still awake too! But I haven't been laying in bed! I've been sparking!

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