Wednesday, December 31, 2008
And I don't want to ever see it back again! Suprising that I lost it too! That's fine!
I'd love it if I ended this weekend with maybe another lb or two lost! We'll see how that goes of course. Tonight and tomorrow is going to be a busy day with taking down Christmas decorations. Not fun considering I still have a cold that has now blossomed into a full blown cold. Still though, I want to get a head start on my goal to hit 150 by 31 January.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Well thanks to a wonderful stomach bug and then a cold that I have just managed to catch from my wonderful son, my get up and go has got up and left.
Plus I'm extremely tired today as I got up at 3am and could simply not get back to sleep. I'm really hoping that by the end of this week I'll be up and ready to go again. It's so frustrating when I'm not feeling well as it feels as if I'm walking through mud. Each step takes forever.
This morning I had one of those moments when I just so wanted to throw my hands up, say "I'm done", just throw in the towel. I'm just so tired of deployments and my father in laws comments about my husband having a bad attitude don't make it any better.
Maybe it was all just because of the cold temperatures here (-34 this morning), my son didn't want to say goodbye at school, and then even now my feet are freezing. I'm just feeling overwhelmingly pessimistic today.
Not good when I'm fighting off a cold.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Thanks to my new maid service by MerryMaids that we're paying quite a bit for I'm able to do things again like check emails at home, handle problems that happening at home, and even get some things done that I've seen constantly for the past few months but haven't been able to do much about them.
It's now almost Christmas and I can't wait to get this holiday over and done with! Normally this my favorite holiday but with my husband gone I just have such a hard time getting into the spirit of things. I still end up doing some of the traditional things but mostly for my sons sake.
So now, at last weigh in, I had lost a total of 14 lbs. Haven't been trying too too hard however. I have a feeling that once I try non stop the weight loss will be more impressive.
It's just been so tough to put any effort to weight loss when I have so many other pressing issues.
Monday, November 24, 2008
I'm going to go into more details at my blog at blogger but lets just say the past few weeks have been depressing, tiring, busy, hectic, chaotic....my God, what else.
Each moment when I think I'm catching up I'm finding myself further behind. Further behind in everything.
Today I ended up having to stay home because I was sick which was horrible and yet kind of goodbecause even though I was truly feeling like caca (and still am) I did manage to get some things done.
To top it all off I've been super stressed out about work since I'm in between training someone, we're switching credit cards that we use to issue our government passengers tickets, our office will be moving to another location, and I've had some minor issues with my new travel counselor (home problems, not work related exactly).
I just almost want to throw my hands up and cry but since that won't do any good I know I'll just trudge along wearily and hopefully sooner or later things will turn around.
Monday, October 27, 2008
God never puts you through anything you cannot handle.
Just remember that Tam!
My Mom is visiting currently and she's a big time believer in Atkins. MEAT IS GOOD. CARBS ARE BAD.
This means, eat all the meat on your plate as that is the most important. God forbid if there is NO MEAT on your plate! Then it's not a full meal!
As it stands, I have not worked out since she has been here. Not even lifting weights. No Yoga, no pilates, no elliptical, nada.
Mostly because my Mom has been running me ragged. And then top all that off with a cold and you've got one person who really is a really tired Mama, with a cold, a fever blister, no motivation to eat healthy, is surrounded constantly by MEAT, who is tired of MEAT, who doesn't want to be around alcohol (my Mom drinks a lot) and yet is stuck around it non stop. Well you get the point. You get a grumpy person.
Uggh. Saturday can not come soon enough.
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