Friday, May 21, 2010
Cye had been out of town allll week and last week too, so I was pretty excited that he was on his way home from the airport yesterday. I just got home and I was checking on my Chicken dinner (cooking in the Crock Pot, like I said on my last blog) and I had just finished making some light Parmesan wheat noodles to go with the chicken (it was delish by the way!) and he pulled up. Deoggie(our dog) and I welcomed him home and I got our plates ready so we could enjoy dinner at the table (trying to break the "in front of the tv" habit) and Cye said "I have to wash my hands"... I thought "Why is he going all the way to the bathroom when he could just go to the sink?", but I shrugged it off and tested out my latest dinner concoction, lol .... then, a few minutes later he walked up and said "I can't wait any longer" followed by getting down on one knee and a lot of talking, which I don't remember much of b/c I was so shocked... lol... long story short, I said YES and we're getting married!!!! Now I can really focus on my Mission: Bikini Body Wedding that I originally started bloggin about, lol. YAY!!!! We are VERY happy... we've been together for almost 5 years and are ready for a lifetime together!! =o]
Here's some Pics, enjoy!!!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
So, I finally lost 10 pounds! I feel like I have been waiting forever!! lol. It's been 8 weeks since I got serious on SP... I feel like 10 lbs isn't much, but I have worked VERY hard to get off those 10 pounds. Believe me, it's very discouraging to see the people around me dropping pounds SO much easier and I literally have to work my butt off every single day and battle food temptations all day long and IT IS HARD. I get really down on myself some days and then other days I don't have much of an issue with temptations at all. I am thankful that working out is becoming second nature to me and it doesn't take me much convincing to go in the basement every morning for my workout. Though, some days, when I haven't given my body the rest it wants, I tend to oversleep and then can only fit on 10 minutes before having to get ready for work. Luckily that's only happened a handful of times. But it makes me realize how important getting all of my sleep in is.
BTW - As I type this, my slow cooker is cooking my dinner for me!! It's Chicken with a tomato and spice mixture and I plan on cooking some veggies to go with when I get home and maybe some mashed Cauliflower - MMMmmmmm, I LOVE that dish.
Also, Cye has been out of town this week, and was last week as well... So I feel like I haven't gotten to see him much at all!! The few days he was home on the weekend went by so fast! I want to make mention of just how supportive Cye is. I literally get so down on myself and I call him and just cry. And he lets me cry and get it all out and he encourages me and.... he's just so... supportive. He supports me in ALL aspects of my life... He is my biggest fan. I love him so much even though we are sooooooo opposite. He drives me nuts, but I hate spending time away from him. Anyways, he comes home TODAY - YAY! Can't wait. =o]
Also, and I apologize for the running around on subjects here, but I was reading in the spark book about how when you improve one aspect of your life, you naturally improve other areas... and I am seeing how true this is. Since I have been working out, I am feeling so much... happier... and it makes me want to keep my house picked up and the laundry done and the bed made... and I love the feeling of a picked up house.
Also, though at first I wasn't thrilled, Cye's Dad and Step mom Pam came over to help us plant some bushes in our yard. We didn't know they were coming and I had already made plans, but I didn't want to just leave while they and Cye did the work, so I stayed... they were originally only supposed to be there for an hour but we ended up working in the yard from 9 - 4! We planted bushes and plants in our plant box, laid down Preen and Mulch and talked about putting a small tree in the front. It looked so good out there!! Pam knows SOO much about plants and suggested some flowers for me to plant in the yard and such. (She even gave me some the next day from her yard when we went to visit) Cye and I also originally went to look for a small tree for the front yard the next day (Sunday) just to scan prices and get a feel for how much it was going to cost. We went to Randazzo and it was $100.00 for the tree I wanted (Cherry Blossom) we then went to Wiegands where is was $120.00.. thennnn we happened to stop by Lowe's where we bought it b/c we ended up paying only $45.00!!!!!! (It was a smidge smaller tree, but also we got 25% off, b/c they were having a sale) We were so excited we bought it right then and took it home in my car! LMAO... I should have taken I picture, we had to strategically stick it half in the car half out of the window, lol.... Luckily, I only live 4 minutes away from Lowe's... haha, we sure did get some looks though. lol. We planted it right away. It looks so nice in our front yard now! I love it. I have been watering our tree and bushes daily and I don't even mind. It makes me so proud!! haha.
Anyhow, so those are some examples of how things have naturally improved, which, though I get SOO down on myself sometimes, when I think about all of those good things that are happening, it makes me feel so much better. =o]
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Why is it so hard for me to stay on track? I find it really annoying. I do fine with working out I guess, I always manage to get in at least a mile 6 times a week @ 3mph, but..... the food is what drives me crazy. I try to plan but I always feel like I am on such a tight schedule that I want to rush to find something to eat when I get home. I feel hungry a lot. I just don't know what to do anymore short of not eating at all, lol, and that's not gonna happen. I just love food. Alll food, even healthy food. I guess I just need to have more patience. Perhaps I should always be bringing some type of snack with me for my drive home, so that by the time I get home I am not completely famished. This is my goal. I need to make a weekly food plan and stick with it, it's the only way I can do this. I cannot just be free to roam on my own b/c I have a problem with food and left alone I will get out of control. So that is what I am going to try to do. Look up some healthy recipes.. Ahhh, and the word "recipes" freaks me out. It sounds so.... time consuming, and every time I try a recipe, I fail - I am a lot of things, but a Cook is not one of them. I hate cooking... almost as much as dusting. lol. I should perhaps get more familiar with my Crock Pot... I do love coming home to food thats already done... yum.... Yeah, okay, so my goal for the next month is this:
To make a weekly food plan and stick to it.
Use Crock Pot as much as possible with healthy meals.
Get in at least 8 hours of sleep.
Get back up to 2 miles a day/ 6 days a week. (Add .25 miles each week) to reach 2 by fourth week.
Friday, May 07, 2010
It has been one heck of a rough week, to be honest. I just feel so tired, that could be because I start my period next week and I am usually tired the week before.... but geeez, it's really putting a dent in my efforts. I have worked out every day, 2 days a full mile, one day a teensy amount over a mile, and 2 days where I only did 10 minutes (or about 1/2 mile)... and weight training was only done once this week. I just feel so... drained... and also like I want any kind of chocolate I can get my hands on, UGH. I need to be stronger than this. I need to refocus. I need to make my motivation poster board and hang it where I will see it daily. I need to make my small goals and WRITE THEM DOWN. I just have a hard time with them... b/c I don't know what to use at a reward... something that will motivate me.... it's so hard to come up with things... I guess the silver lining is that at least I did work out every day, if even only 10 minutes.... As far as my calories go, I need to reallly get this part down.... This is the hardest part for me. I need a better plan. I am not going to go down this easy. I have a major goal here, and I am determined that I WILL be healthy once again. I will.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I can't believe it's been a month!! I have lost just over 8 pounds since I started my mission, which I have mixed feelings about. In the past, in less than a month on a "diet" with exercise or even without exercise, I have lost wayy closer to 15 pounds... so to lose 8 pounds while I am doing everything right is a bit discouraging, I am not gonna lie. But I have realized something. The difference in those other times and this time is just that - I was on a diet, for less than a month, hardly working out, feeling starved and would lose the weight but quit because I HATED it.... but THIS time, I am not on a diet, I am simply entering a healthier lifestyle. I don't feel starved because I am focusing on limiting calories to what is in my plan and eating normal portions and I work out 6 days a week. I am starting to crave working out. I love how it makes me feel, it becomes addicting. In the past I would say "Only 3 more days of working out then I get the weekend off! yay!!" Now my thinking is more like "Yessss! Another day I worked out I can cross off the calendar!!" (Which, PS - I LOVE having a big ol' calendar that I draw x's through when I work out - it is very motivating to me! I highly recommend it!! ) I feel like now I don't even mind working out as much, even though I will admit during working out, I feel like I am dying, lol. I am complaining less, making excuses less and just doing it... because that's what I need to do to reach my goal... and darn it, I am going to reach my goal!!! I still have issues with food choices, due to the fact that I don't really like to plan... but it is something I am working on. So, anyhow, I am overall in a much better mood. Also, I have recently been able to vent and let go on some of the issues from my previous blog. I have a friend I was able to talk to and I am feeling much better! That's my update for now!! Stay tuned!!
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