Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Okay, so this morning Cye woke me up and said "It's for the wedding" just like I asked the other night! It made me so happy to hear him say that b/c he knows thats what's my motivation right now, until I can do it on my own. It made me get up and go right to the DVR to decide what I was gonna do. I chose "The Biggest Loser: Last Chance Workout".... WHOA.. it really is one heck of a workout. I felt like I was gonna throw up when it got close to the end!! It felt so good to make it through it though!! I am so proud of myself!! YAY Me for working out!!!n REALLLLLYYY working out...
Monday, March 29, 2010
Last night I told Cye to wake me up with him and all he needed to say is "It's for the Wedding" and that would work [to get me to get up so I could workout]. Then, this morning rolled around and he woke me up and just said "Babe, get up! C'mon" and I must admit, I was a bit disappointed he didn't say me motivational phrase, but at least he woke me up. It was really hard getting out of bed, and I must admit, I put my shoes on, he left and I went and laid back in bed for an additional 20 minutes, in my gym shoes and all - LOL... Then, suddenly I woke up and thought "it's for the wedding" got up, quit my complaining, turned on the tv and worked out on the Gazelle for 20 minutes. It's not much, but I figure it's a good start! It sure was tough, my leg were BURNIN'!! But I made at all the way through the 20 minutes, and I am glad I did. No, lmao, we are not technically engaged.. but we are talking about a Caribbean wedding in October of 2011 and all I want to do is feel BEAUTIFUL on my wedding day and wear some CUTE bathing suites! It will just make everything PERFECT if I follow through... So I just wanted to give some update... I know my last blog post was quite depressing. I am still there, but I am hoping to try my hardest to get out of this RUT!!!!
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Okay... soo.. My mom told me to check this site out.. and i am.. since i just recently joined a gym near my house, i need some sort of tracking of my calories, or help with a diet.. so this time it will be successful.. I figure i will be more likely to stick with it seeing that i am paying money for my gym membership and there is NO way i am gonna get screwed out of my money each month for a year!! haha... so my family.. is well.. a big family, not only in numbers, but lets face it.. they are all bigger.. me included.. but i want to change it! I don't want to be unhappy for my entire life stuck in this (or god forbid even bigger) body! My main motivation is just becasue i want to look good.It really isnt even about being healthy right now. I just want to look GOOD... thats it. and i dont know if thats a bad motivation or not, but lets face it, motivation is motivation.. i guess i would like to be healthy..but.. im not as worried about that as i am worried about how much i wont want to step foot on a beach or even glance at a bathing suit this upcoming summer, if i look how i do now.. and i'm almost 21.. i dont want to look bad!! I'm young, i should look great.. but i dont... so... here we go... this is going to be VERY VERy tough for me... but i really want to try and do this.. then... this summer... probably next to be more realistic.. i will look great.. "Damnnnnn" hehe.... MUAH!-Beth
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