My bad mood is gone.It never lasts more than a day. I have done very well with my eating so far. Did not get my exercises done tho. Have to get that going every day again. Thanks for all the support while I was being so bitchy yesterday
I made my huge pot of soup for the week.I hope it is cool enough to bag after I finish this.I want to get it bagged up so I can watch BL. I am taping the NCIS's and Good Wife. I may leave the kitchen mess til morning. Or maybe I will do it during the commercials.
Brianna is coming when she gets out of school tomorrow to do some yard work.Then Bill's friend from work will be here around 5:30 to do the other stuff. Hopefully Bill will stay out of my way but I know he won't.
Well I need to go bag up that soup.
These pics are for Summer.
This is a very crappy day blog. I am just so sick of this trying to lose weight.Trying to eat the right foods. Trying to exercise.Trying to stay postive and motivated. Trying to help others when I can't even help myself.Trying to stay away from all my very favorite foods.And unhealthy food tastes real good. It all sucks. We all know it but we still keep on keeping on. And I will. But not today. I want to complain and feel sorry for myself and be pissed off at the whole world. According to my doc I am not suppose to be here anyway. He says I am off the charts as far as surviving this long. So it isn't rocket science to know my days are numbered. So today I am not a nice person.I am a bitchy woman today. I even told Bill to bring me home the biggest candy bar he can find.I haven't had one in months and the weight is still here. I am fully aware that by the time he brings it home I will probably not eat it.Maybe.
Ok Life sucks some days and this is one. But whether I want to or not I will get thru it and will be in a different mood tomorrow. And I bet my last dollar that there are some of you that KNOW exactly what I am talking about.
It has been another busy day. I am gardening out. I did some more repotting today. That should do it for awhile.I have two Hibiscus out front that I am putting in pots but have to wait for my helper to come. Bill is in the dog house.If we had a dog house.He went and took all the bricks up and tossed in back yard That was one job he wasn't suppose to do. He just doesn't want to admit it when he is doing too much. No he really isn't in doll house. He helped me with final 4 pots this afternoon and then cleaned a bunch of stuff off patio. I have about 5 plants I am giving to Angel including that tall orchid. I never have liked it.
So here are a few pictures. Here are the 2 bougainvillea's, and 4 crotons I repotted.
And here is my new gardenia plant.It doesn't show to good in pic
Heres a couple of extra
And we got the hummingbird feeder hung too. Now will have to wait and see what happens
I even got in pool and did 10 laps today. Needless to say I am tired.
I lost 1# but since I gained 2 last week I am still behind. Just hope for better next week.
I am ready to do nothing tomorrow. My eating has been all over the place .Good, Bad and in between.
Well I need to catch up on email. Hope you all had a good weekend.
It has been a busy day. We just got thru watching the DVD "It's Complicated" It was cute.
Got groceries today and for once the bill was not out of sight. I did use a tip I got from one of my teams on re usable bags. I took some black and some green. Then Bill and I divided our carts so that we put all produce up first to be put into green bags. Had little meat we got in plastic bags.Then everything else went in black bags. Made it so much easier when I got home.
Then it was outside to repot more plants. Have decided to make some big changes out front. Getting rid of two flower bed completely and simplifying the other. So Have some plants in front that will be coming to fence in back. So I will have more re potting and planting. Bill is going to ask one of guys at work if he wants to help me after work. It will save Bill from having to do a bunch of grunt work. Plus I will be paying this guy to do it my way.
I did not do my weigh in this morning so I will have to do it tomorrow. I don't know if I will have a loss but I am not expecting a gain.
Here are the new cactus I got.
And here is the orchid bloom I showed you that is now open all the way.It will have several more blooms
Here is one of new plants.It was big enough to put in two pots.The colors don't show good here so I may try to get a better shot tomorrow.The tiny flowers are 3 different colors but it doesn't show that way.
I think my gardening counts as exercise for me.Then I did 8 laps in pool. Trying to add a lap each time I go in.
Well I have a bunch of emails to catch up on.Hope your weekend is going good.
My eating was not good today. It sure never gets any easier. I do get so tired of it all. But can't give up even if I would like to.