Saturday, March 21, 2009
My family is going to Vegas this coming weekend. I went to the store this morning because none of my Shorts from last year fit me since I threw them all away. Anyways I do not want to be HOT down there. Long story short I went to Kohl's and I could not even fit in a size 18!!! I couldn'tít find anything larger and I was short on time so I went next door to Lane Bryant. They are so expensive but, they had 1 pair of shorts in stock so I bought them for $36.00 and came home. I am so mad right now I keep thinking although I did not have the money to spend $36.00 on a pair of shorts it is good that I had to make the purchase because it has made me mad and hopefully will keep me from continuing to sabotosh myself. If I still had my old clothes in my closet it would be cheaper but, I would'nt have to face the reality of the weight I have gained and I would just keep growing. I really hope this keeps me from gaining more weight!