Wednesday, March 19, 2008
If you have Anxiety or stress easy please don't feel obligated to read this post I'm just feeling a lot of pressure and I'm hoping if I rant for a second it will help me to calm down and get on with it........... so here it goes first of all most of you know that I adopted two girls from Russia 3 years ago well we have these things that are called Post Placements that we have to get done by a social worker and are last one is due May 11th so I called the social worker we had our appointment and she is working on it right now then I'm supposed to send it to our Adoption agency that is in NYC to be translated and then they ship it to Russia...so I try to contact the agency today to make sure I have a correct address and they are no where to be found it's like they never exited there web site is gone there E-mails do not work and there number is disconnected! Ugh so now what I have to pay someone to translate it for me and then figure out where in Russia it is going to be sent to? I all ready paid for these services and I'm not really looking forward to re paying for them I cant even imagine how much it will cost! #2 this civil suite for my daughters shop lifting is really stressing me out the whole unknown of what we are going to end up owing is making me CRAZY!!! #3 my husband is refinancing our house which is fine but, why does it have to take so long the dragging it out makes me crazy because money makes me crazy. Does it really take 2 weeks to refinace a house with the same people that already own the loan? #4 My daughter is starting court appointed councling on April 10th and I'm worried about it I do not know why unless it because of that whole money thing again. #5 I feel like I am really slacking on SPARK I did so well last year and it seems like I am letting all of this consume me and so I am letting myself down. #6 last but not least my vacuum has been broke for a few months and I really want to vacuum my carpet!! So there those are all the things that are on my mind I'm sure there is more but, I'm tired of thinking about it so I will stop.. all of these things are so petty seriously who really cares if I was going to die tomorrow would I care NO I would not so why do I let it bother me..a little boy in my daughters second grade class lost his mom in a car accident last Saturday and I am whining about a Vacuum OMG gimmie a break maybe I should go eat some Dark Chocolate or something! For those of you that read this sorry and thanks and I hope you have a GREAT day.