Wednesday, September 05, 2007
I had told my family and friends from the beginning when they say they are proud of me that losing the weight is not my problem it is keeping it off that is a struggle for me! I have lost just over 90 pounds now and I have about 24 to go until I am no longer considered over weight. Yea but, the problem is I have slipped back into my old habbits. I wake up every morning with good intentions but, around 11:00 am I lose control. It starts out innocent by eating something not on my tracker and then escalades from there one item after another.............I then get tired so I take a short nap, the minute I wake up it starts all over again. When my husband gets home from work I feel like crap and I then pick at chocolate and chips for some reason I can not understand. My husband want to help but, no matter what he says I just get angry and I tell him not to tell me what I can and can't eat which is not what he is doing but, because I feel guilty for doing it I get angry with him. I am maintaining my current weight so I keep telling myself that I am ok but, it's only a matter of time before I'm not.