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Today was a good day!!

Monday, January 17, 2011

Today was ok I didn't have to work. I spend the day reading about Martin Luther King Jr. and looking at clips of him on tv also listening to his speeches I did some community work today where I lived plus I helped my mom with a few things. I am going to do some light exercise tonight before I go to bed my mouth is still swollen and it still hurts. But today was a good day. My ex-boyfriend wanted to hang out at the mall. I am still debating about that one should I go or not. He thinks I hate him but, I don't I am just not going to let anyone treat me like dirt again. One thing I have founded out the hard way you have to care about yourself first you have to treat yourself like a true human being. You can't leave that up to someone else to do because if you do they may not treat you the way you should be treated. You should care enough about yourself. Sometimes that is so hard to do. I was in love with this guy I would have stop living just for him just to please him. But thank GOD that last straw was the one that did it. Yes guys I finally woke up and I am glad I did. I am worth it I am just has good has the next person. Believe it or not I am happy now and I have peace I have been set free. See GOD does know what is best for me. I am at peace remember guys whatever you set your mind to do you can do it all you have to do is believe in yourself!! Don't let anyone tell you you can't, don't even tell yourself you can't because you CAN!! I just want everyone to have a good year but, different you are doing that now. Reading your blogs you are coaching, calling yourself runners, publishing poems, being a good grandparent , sewing and losing weight you are doing it. Well I have said enough I just wish you guys the best in whatever you start out to do because you can do it!!

  
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SLIMTHICK2 1/18/2011 5:34PM

    That's telling it like it is, and thanks for boosting our morale we surely need it at times. You're doing great and by God's grace you will continue to do so. All the best to you. emoticon

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STUFFEDPUPPET 1/17/2011 8:36PM

    Love yourself so others can love you. You know you are worth all the stars in the sky. Don't settle for anything less. I have only been reading your blogs for a short time. However, is doesn't sound like this guy was very good to you. I understand that you love him. But sometimes love is not enough, especially when it is one sided. I recently watched a friend go through a very painful divorce because she to realized the same thing. She also cut contact with me until everything was said and done so I wouldn't be stuck in the middle. (Her ex was my husbands boss) She recently contacted me again and she is doing so much better. She said it was very hard to start her life over without him but that she finally realized she was worth so much more than a door matt. She finally realized she could live a life that didn't require herself to turn herself inside out for a guy who would never love her the way she deserved. I want the same thing for you. A life of happiness that does not require you giving up anything. You will find someone that thinks you are worth all they stars in the sky and will do anything he can to give them to you. After all you deserve nothing less.

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26M8J7 1/17/2011 7:40PM

    You are doing so well. It's hard but sometimes its best not to look back but move on.
Wait on the Lord and He will give you the person of His choice. Someone who will teat you like the child of God that you are.
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RUTHXG 1/17/2011 6:35PM

    Good for you! I wish I could have spent part of the day reading about MLK & listening to his speeches. Instead I have had to invest hours in my freelance project, & I'm going to have to skip my women's small group (from church) this evening because the project is due by tomorrow morning. Big sigh.

Girl, I hope you don't even go to the mall with the ex. Why should he enjoy your company when he didn't treat you like a human being? Your company is valuable! Your time & attention are valuable!

You keep taking good care of yourself. Remember that when you do it, you're expressing God's great love for you.

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Back To Basics

Friday, January 14, 2011

I feel good today it's the weekend BABY! Time does heal all wounds guys. I was a little bit on the nervous these last couple of days sorry if I acted like a big baby. I just have lots of goals I want to do this year, I don't want to waste this year at all. I want to do things differently and see things and reach my goals. I just don't want nothing to stand in my way if I can help it. But tomorrow I go back to work and to the gym maybe things can get back to normal thank GOD. This is still January so I didn't lose too much. I just want to thank you guys for encouraging me to stay patient and be cool. There were times I was going to crack and say the hell with it but thank GOD for all of you. I just want you to know I will always be here for you whatever situation you are going through big or small I am here. I can't wait to eat solid foods again chicken broth, applesauce and water down soup was killing me. Back to basics and I am glad to be back. You all have a wonderful weekend have some fun remember we are in this together. I got your back!! Love you always from the bottom of my heart. May the LORD bless you and your family!! emoticon emoticon emoticon

  
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CURVYMEG 1/16/2011 10:58AM

    Woohoo!!

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REALLY_ROBIN 1/15/2011 12:51PM

    So glad you are doing better! I agree with the above comment of take it slow. You've been down for quite a few days....don't do too much too soon! You are such an awesome person and always so positive to others. It was pleasure to try to be the same for you! Have a great weekend and I know you are going to reach those goals you are striving for! Lots of love...Robin God is so good all the time!

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SLIMTHICK2 1/15/2011 7:49AM

    You're upbeat today emoticon enjoy your weekend. All the best to you. emoticon

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26M8J7 1/14/2011 3:49PM

    Great, now take it slow and work your way back gradually. God is good!
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My Mistake!!

Friday, January 14, 2011

Today I am feeling a lot better my mouth is still sore. I tried to exercise but, I couldn't I really should have listen to my doctor I took my son to the gym I was hoping I could do something I couldn't. I can't wait to get back on track, I am losing lots of time now. But I have to be patient. That spirit of depression tried to creep up on me but, I wouldn't let it. I am going to make. Remember we are going to make it regardless of any circumstances. Have a blessed Friday. emoticon emoticon

  
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CURVYMEG 1/16/2011 11:01AM

    You my friend are amazing. When I am fighting the "D" monster, I write down everything I can remeber that I am blessed with. It works for me.

I hope all your goals and dreams come true!

Meghan

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26M8J7 1/14/2011 3:47PM

    You are not wasting time. Actually you are in preparation for the tasks ahead. Rest your body and mind while you can. God is at work in your life and this is a time of refreshing so take advantage of the rest that God is giving you.
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RUTHXG 1/14/2011 12:12PM

    Be gentle with yourself & do what the doctor said! Soon you'll be back on the exercise wagon.

I've found depression can hit hard whenever I've been exercising regularly & have to take a sudden break. It's just my body saying "Hey, where are those endorphins?!" So just remind your exercise-hungry muscles that they'll get their fill pretty soon.

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JUDITHANNIE 1/14/2011 8:14AM

    Glad to hear you're doing better each day. emoticon

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REALLY_ROBIN 1/14/2011 7:36AM

    You're almost there...one more day...you can do it!

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SLIMTHICK2 1/14/2011 7:27AM

    You're doing good, keep resisting that spirit of depression and at the same time have a little patience with yourself, you'll get to your goals in no time. All the best for today and the upcoming weekend. emoticon emoticon

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TIBURONA 1/14/2011 2:22AM

    Keeping busy with other things (even if you can't work out as you'd like to) helps stave off those blues. Find a few other things you like and do them!

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MY_HEALTH_BABY 1/14/2011 1:13AM

    I love your positive attitude!!! Do whatever it takes to get back to 100%. Stay positive and healthy emoticon emoticon emoticon

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I am doing fine!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Wells guys the worst is over thank you GOD! I was in so much pain these last couple of days. They removed my wisdom teeth I had to have five shots my dentist changed his mind about the gas. I was glad to hear that. He said I couldn't return to work until saturday, no exercise until saturday and I can't eat no solid foods until monday. He said my wisdom teeth were pretty bad. I am just glad it is over, I couldn't eat anything yesterday I just did not feel like it. This is gonna mess up everything far has my eating and exercising. When I am feeling better I just have to catch up. I want to thank you guys for remembering me I was a little bit on the nervous side. But I am fine now. Man this has really been a year so far my breakup, my wisdom teeth and having to hold all plans to exercise. But I won't let it get me down I am determined to have a victorious year and I will starting saturday. I aint gonna let anything or anybody stop me. Because GOD told me if I am obedient he would show me a victorious year. I believe that. My friend who I am helping is really trying to lose weight I am happy for that. So today I will stay in bed and get some rest and read my bible my mouth is very sore. Hopefully I will be able to eat something I don't feel like eating anything. You all have a good day remember you can do it!! emoticon emoticon

  
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MY_HEALTH_BABY 1/14/2011 1:18AM

    emoticon Get plenty of rest and don't worry, you will feel better in no time..I had my wisdoms all pulled out when I got braces back in the 90s....all I remember about that time was one week of some trippy drug to keep me out of pain! You will look back at this time and smile emoticon

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26M8J7 1/12/2011 7:57PM

    So glad to hear that you are feeling better and like you said the worst is over. God is good! Now, you just follow your dentist's instructions and do not worry about being off task because we will be right here for you when you are ready to get going again. You have a great positive attitude which will help you to succeed.
You are in my prayers.
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PEGGY-BEE 1/12/2011 12:41PM

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Glad for you they didn't put you under. I had a root canal a few tears back. I'd heard horror stories, but with the new technology, it was a breeze.
Now you take it easy, read the Good Book and be well. After your pre-Christmas schedule, you deserve a rest and the Lord provided.

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REALLY_ROBIN 1/12/2011 12:06PM

    I had mine out when I was 20, I can understand why this one wasn't much fun, I think sometimes the older you are on this stuff the harder it is. So do remember to take it easy. You'll be back on your feet in no time, since you have been taking care of yourself. I'm sorry I didn't realize you had a break up too. Love is really difficult sometimes, for sure. I've been divorced for 9 years, so I know a little of what you are going through. But we are Spark Sisters and we are going to make this our best year ever! I just know God is going to bless us both! I'm praying for a speedy recovery! Lots of love...Robin

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RUTHXG 1/12/2011 9:42AM

    You survived--yay! I'm glad you're being gentle with yourself but holding on to your expectation of success in 2011. If God is for you, who can be against you?!

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My Trip to the dentist

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Well guys today I have to go to the dentist, have to get all of my wisdom teeth pulled, I also have to go under the knife. I am a little scared not having control over myself I don't like that. They have to give me gas I am terrified! But I do believe in GOD so has they are giving me the gas I will be praying that everything works out and that I wake up. I know I am probably acting like a big baby but, I am scared. I know people go through harder challenges than this but, today this my challenge. So please keep me in your prayers that things workout. This is gonna mess up everything I can't exercise today or will I be able to eat solid foods. Well look at the bright side maybe I will lose some weight!! Have a good day everybody.

  
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26M8J7 1/12/2011 12:42AM

    I am praying for a complete recovery. I am sure you know by now that God is faithful and I know that He is taking good care of you. Give yourself time to heal and you will be just fine. Keep us informed about your progress.
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RUTHXG 1/11/2011 11:28AM

    Praying for you, my dear! I have had three wisdom teeth out. The procedure was OK, but yes, it does leave you with mouth pain for a while. Besides not drinking OJ (good tip!!), AVOID HOT FOODS. I made the mistake of taking a mouthful of soup . . . Wait till you are healed up! In the meantime, soft, cool, non-acidic foods only. And do exercise, but gently.

Get well soon!

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PEGGY-BEE 1/11/2011 11:12AM

    I worked in medicine (x-ray tech) for 25 years, had 7 surgeries in that time and I was scared to pieces everytime I went under!!! And these were my trusted friends putting me under. So I totally understand where you are coming from. Anesthesia is one of my greatest fears. I will have you in my thoughts and prayers all day!
And loosing weight, you will! Can't remember how much I lost when my teeth were pulled, but I sure did lose some. Couldn't eat for days. Be careful what you drink! No one told me anything and I drank a glass of orange juice a few hours after the procedure, thought I'd die at 21 from drinking orange juice, LOL. The acid hurt so bad and then I got sick. Not a pretty picture!!!
Hope your boys take special care of you.
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