Monday, January 17, 2011
Today was ok I didn't have to work. I spend the day reading about Martin Luther King Jr. and looking at clips of him on tv also listening to his speeches I did some community work today where I lived plus I helped my mom with a few things. I am going to do some light exercise tonight before I go to bed my mouth is still swollen and it still hurts. But today was a good day. My ex-boyfriend wanted to hang out at the mall. I am still debating about that one should I go or not. He thinks I hate him but, I don't I am just not going to let anyone treat me like dirt again. One thing I have founded out the hard way you have to care about yourself first you have to treat yourself like a true human being. You can't leave that up to someone else to do because if you do they may not treat you the way you should be treated. You should care enough about yourself. Sometimes that is so hard to do. I was in love with this guy I would have stop living just for him just to please him. But thank GOD that last straw was the one that did it. Yes guys I finally woke up and I am glad I did. I am worth it I am just has good has the next person. Believe it or not I am happy now and I have peace I have been set free. See GOD does know what is best for me. I am at peace remember guys whatever you set your mind to do you can do it all you have to do is believe in yourself!! Don't let anyone tell you you can't, don't even tell yourself you can't because you CAN!! I just want everyone to have a good year but, different you are doing that now. Reading your blogs you are coaching, calling yourself runners, publishing poems, being a good grandparent , sewing and losing weight you are doing it. Well I have said enough I just wish you guys the best in whatever you start out to do because you can do it!!