Monday, June 27, 2011
Ok ok I have done this weight loss diet roller coaster a million & 1 times. I have doen weight watchers about 6 times now. I have gone to the meetings, and tried it on my own. I dod Zumba for a while ( fun till my knee gave out). You know, I just didn't understand why I kept failing!! I finally looked at myself in the mirror the other day after having a conversation with my 3 year old daughter. I teared up a little told myself I was being silly and that I ccould chnage it all. Yep my daughter had said it. "This is my fat doggy, and this is my fat mommy." It stung like a bee!!! She is 3 and she can see it. I could feel it, but did not want to see it! I know the difference this time! I know that I HAVE to do this, and that I really WANT to do this. This has to be for me and foremost me, not for any one else. That is the dofference this time. I always say I will do this for my daughter, or so my husband to want me again like he use to. I am doing this for me this time. To make myself feel better and look better. This time it is for me!