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New Beginnings

Monday, March 04, 2013

I just read my old blog posts. Wow how things have changed. I have had my marriage restored. Got rid of a lot of wordly things/junk that where holding me down. After hitting an all time high weight wise. I was fooling myself with how big I had really gotten. I realized that God doesn't want this for me. He doesn't want me to be held a prisoner in this body. He doesn't want me to hate myself. I begin doing a weight loss bible study. I had to change my relationship with God in order to be able to start my change in my relationship to food and exercise. I am down 12 lbs in the last month. Taking it one day at a time.

  


I love to workout!

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

I went to the gym today. I had forgotten how much I love to work out. How strong my body feels after. How I am in such a good mood when I am finished. I pushed my self. I had to remind myself that even when I think my body can't take anymore it can. I am not going to let myself quit. I need to find a buddy who can give me a swift kick every time I have an I can't party.

  


New Years Day 2010

Friday, January 01, 2010

As I begin this day, I am watching birds out my window wondering where this year has gone. It has been a really bad year for me. I am comfortable which is a no no for me because my weight just keeps going up. At the beginning of 2009 I was doing great. I lost 20 lbs by myself was going to the gym 6 days a week and watched what I ate. I seem to thrive on chaos. One little crisis and I fall to pieces. That crisis came in May. I had to hold everything together and didn't have time to take care of me. That turned into six months of me not doing anything and gaining back 10 pounds. By this time next year I hope to be at my goal weight of 130.

  
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HOWDOIHEARTTHEE 1/1/2010 9:50AM

    the key is to stay focused on yourself, its hard to, but just remember that you are the top priority, it took me years to do this, hang in there

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