Friday, January 01, 2010
As I begin this day, I am watching birds out my window wondering where this year has gone. It has been a really bad year for me. I am comfortable which is a no no for me because my weight just keeps going up. At the beginning of 2009 I was doing great. I lost 20 lbs by myself was going to the gym 6 days a week and watched what I ate. I seem to thrive on chaos. One little crisis and I fall to pieces. That crisis came in May. I had to hold everything together and didn't have time to take care of me. That turned into six months of me not doing anything and gaining back 10 pounds. By this time next year I hope to be at my goal weight of 130.