Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Today started out with me wondering, "How on earth am I going to get through today?". I had a horrible night sleep, tossing and turning since 4am. The kids were slow to get out the door for school, and hubby is on a business trip. I try to not let myself get overwhelmed, but it's hard with so little sleep.
A short rest (I don't nap well), some coffee and a workout have helped. Now I look outside, and it's raining. Believe it or not, I'm relieved. When the kids come home, they will have to stay inside. I usually let them play outside as much as possible, which has left many areas of our house messy. Yes, because of the rain, it will be chore day for them! This will hopefully relieve some of my overwhelmed feelings. My messy house stresses me out, and working part time, I don't have as much time as I'd like to take care of the house.
So bring on the rain! Let's get this mess cleaned up, kids!
Monday, November 08, 2010
Time change, yuk! That has really thrown me off. I was actually on a streak of sleeping well until Saturday nights time change. Now, I'm in a funky mood. It doesn't help that everything is still broken around here. Or that I told hubby to watch his spending on Friday. I was okay with charging some tires at Sams. Charging postpones the payment until his paycheck. My paycheck is this weeks money, not nearly as much. He couldn't charge groceries, that wasn't allowed with this charge card, so he BOUGHT them, a bunch of them.
Yikes! Now, I have to be neurotic about the checkbook until next Monday, his paycheck. Guess what! The computer is still massively infected with some virus. He'll put some kind of temporary fix on tonight, so I can catch up.
I'm typing on the iPad right now, which is better than nothing, but still more frustrating than a keyboard.
In addition, the water softener isn't working, and that's affecting the dishwasher. One thing after another, everything is breaking.
You guessed it, I'm in a bad mood. It's Monday and I'm tired and grumpy. For some reason, habit I guess, I still got on spark people. I'm caught up on tracking and have
posted a few comments. I've even read a positive blog post.
Wow! I feel a little better already. Maybe I can get a few things done around here today. I will get on that elliptical! It seems funny to me how just logging on to spark people helps me get motivated for my day.
Thanks spark people!
Things don't seem so bad anymore. I think I can get a few things done today
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
Over the last several months I feel I've done a pretty good job of improving my physical health. At times, however, emotionally and spiritually I've been a mess. I've been neglecting my spiritual life, basically becoming lazy with it. "Lukewarmness" had set in.
About nine days ago, I finally started doing something about this. I decided to apply some spark people techniques to help me make baby steps. I set a new goal to track, daily rosary. As a family, we have been saying our rosary most days together. On Sunday, we got to church early, and almost everyone made it to confession. Monday was All Saints Day, a holy day of obligation, and we made it early again. A few more of us got into confession, but not me. Yesterday was All Souls Day, not a day of obligation, but they did have an evening mass at our church. Hubby and I went, and I finally got into confession. It had been a while, and the guilt was building up in me. To finally be able to receive God's grace in Holy Communion was wonderful, and I pray that I don't fall into laziness again.
Yesterday, I was overwhelmed by everything. Today, with prayer, I am able to handle things. I feel at peace. I can start attacking the mountains of laundry and my very lived in house. I'm not obsessed with worry over the school curriculum. We moms have met and have a plan of action and I can patiently wait and deal with this situation in a couple of weeks.
I know this blog won't appeal to everyone, but I think it's very important to point out how important our spiritual lives are to our overall well being. My spiritual lif was a mess. It's still a work in progress as I try to keep up good prayer habits for myself and my family. I just feel so good today and I wanted to share that.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Well, I survived! It was my oldest daughter's second annual slumber party and it went really well. I only let her invite seven friends, so it was much more manageable than last year (14). The girls are all 10 or 11, and it was Mary's 11th birthday celebration. There was occasional drama, as is always the case with this age group, but they all remembered they were friends and everyone left happy. The funny thing is that there were two other slumber parties planned for the weekend. Another one on Friday night which didn't seem to cross over too much with the girls Mary invited, and one on Saturday night which included most of the girls from Mary's party. She had quite the weekend, and also got invited to another sleep over this next week. She's funny though. I was saying that she was so popular, meaning it in a good way. She didn't like that. My kids use "popular" as kind of a bad thing, meaning the popular kids who are so full of themselves. Mary wants me to say that she is just a good friend. That is more accurate for her. She's just a nice girl in a class full of nice girls. We are really blessed that way. She will have stability and friends for life from this class. We live in a small town, so her class is not too large, about 90 kids. I grew up in the Air Force and moved around a lot. I graduated from a class of 360.
So, last week was full of prep time for the party and cleaning the house. The basement is much cleaner now. I still have more stuff to go through, but it's much more organized. The kids even came through and helped quite a bit. All the cleaning and shopping did cut into my exercise time. I only got two sessions in last week, but I was able to keep going when I was shopping and cleaning. I did crash yesterday after mass. I'm glad Sunday is a day of rest!
Now off to get back on that elliptical!
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