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Halfway through 230s!

Thursday, May 01, 2008

So I'm halfway through my 230s now. I can't wait to be 234 and see that as only four pounds to get rid of in the next couple weeks.

I would LOVE to reach that goal by my boyfriend's graduation which is 5/17.

That would be a total of about 20 pounds lost, considering all the fluctuations. I think my highest was toeing the 250 line.

I'd love to be 225 by the time we leave for Ireland this summer. That's about a month away. I wonder if I can lose ten pounds in a month? Do you think its possible? I have a lot I can cut out of my diet because I'm being good but lazy!!


aspirations! spring has sprung.

Monday, March 31, 2008

I would like to learn how to jump really high. Is that even a goal?

I would like to be able to do a split and a cartwheel by the time I am 30 (I have a few years on that one).

I would like to grow my hair out, and eat more vitamins so that it grows in super healthy.

I want to keep getting carded at bars for the next ten years.

I would like to have a better skin care routine.

I would like to lose ten pounds this month.

I would like my calves to fit into the tall Frye boots in my closet.

I want to have to buy new summer clothes by the time its warm enough to take them out of storage-- I want my clothes from last summer to be too big on me.

I want to lose a lot of weight around my hips this month, so my skirts fit really low in time to wear flip flops and sandals. Right now I wear them high up, where my waist comes in a little more. This feels unnatural.

I want to look good in photos of Rory's graduation in May, so that when I look at photos from Christmas, I can tell a difference.

I would like to weigh 220 by the time we go away to Ireland this summer.


I've been away but I'm back

Monday, March 31, 2008

Thanks for all the motivation and messages while I"ve been off the wagon! I wasn't "bad" but I have been lapsing in my concentration on my weight loss goals. I would really like to lose 10 pounds this month and reach 230. I think its possible, and I will work hard to try and make it happen. No room for doubt.

My roommate says that even though I SAY I don't go to the gym enough, that she still sees me go sometimes. I think that was the nicest encouragement she could have given me.

I find it easiest to go the gym only when I bring my sneakers and gym clothes to work with me. Then I go to the gym right when I get off the train after work. I am still trying to figure out when and if I should eat on my way home/during my hour long commute back. I get pretty hungry by the time I step off that train.

I know my weakness is laziness at night after work: if I go home first, and say I will go to the gym, I will end up in front of the TV or eating dinner then getting tired and sitting in front of the computer. We live in a walkup and its a pain in the butt to get all the way upstairs and back down again without getting worn out just from the stairs!


a switch went off

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Today I looked at 240 on the scale and thought of it at the top of the 230s instead of the bottom of the 240s where I have probably been hovering for over a year. Just kind of cool to get my mind to start realizing that the weight is coming off and to accept that it needs to continue to come off!

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ZIRCADIA 2/4/2008 8:59PM

    YES! :) Just keep moving forward and LOOKING forward, visualizing your next success! :)

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Another good day.

Monday, January 21, 2008

I stayed right in my calorie range. Even though I was feeling SO SNACKY.

Thank the Lord for diet coke today.


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