Thursday, April 02, 2009
I sure have put myself into a position. I don't know what is happening, but have found that I am having a tough time getting motivated. I have been eating all the wrong things for a while now and for some reason I can't figure out what I need to do to get some ambition and motivation to get back on track. Every morning I say, "today I am going to start over", and guess what!? That lasts about 10 minutes and then I find my way to the rut of eating deep fried food and junk again. It gets very depressing when I think about it. I am not a water drinker unless it is charged/sparkling water and that has got a price tag I don't like. I don't like flavored water, I am scared to death of artificial sweeteners so I don't know what direction to go. I drink to much diet pop, which as you all know has the artificial sweeteners in it and need to stop doing that! I have to stop now and get off the computer. I have to finish what I was doing and am going to go home. I may get on later and write another blog. I feel better just writing what I have already. Have a great night.