Thursday, November 18, 2010
Hello, to all my sparkfriends.
Sorry, it's taken me so long to respond...it's been a whirlwind around here.
John's heart is blocked and there's only one good artery working and that one had to have a stent put in. There's nothing to bypass. A large portion of his heart muscle is dead.
It's a miracle he's still alive. The doctor says that he is at risk for sudden cardiac death. Scary.
No more income.
They are going to put a defibrillator in, in several weeks.
I am sad, angry, overwhelmed and drained in every way possible.
Your life can change overnight.
Hold on to your loved ones...kiss them, hug them, tell them you love them. Show them you love them.
Enjoy each day.
Pray for us.
Thank you for your love and support.
I know that I don't have it in myself to handle this stress right now. I just want to run away.
I wish I was a turtle with a very hard shell.
When will it ever end?
I force myself to hold on...to what? My faith is dwindling, my hope fading ...yet I can't give up. Help me, Lord. Strengthen me.
O God, listen to my cry! Hear my prayer!
From the ends of the earth, I will cry to you for help, for my heart is overwhelmed. Lead me to the towering rock of safety, for you are my safe refuge, a fortress where my enemies cannot reach me. Let me live forever in your sanctuary, safe beneath the shelter of your wings!