Saturday, December 15, 2012
I'm pleasantly surprised lately that I seem to be holding about one pound below my first goal weight of 148. Since I have been trying to work to that end for a while now, I'm really quite excited about it. There's just something that really makes me anxious about seeing that scale hit 150- It's perfectly fine too, and I know that, but for some reason I feel all warm and happy inside when it stays in the 140's. I imagine that is rooted in some kind of neuroses, but I think we all have at least one- to some degree anyway.
I've recently gotten back into the groove of regular, planned exercise again after getting off kilter for a few weeks, and I've been feeling pretty good about that. I was actually feeling like I was becoming quite accepting of not going out of my way to exercise, and the little red flags were starting to wave at me. I probably owe that to one of the Spark Teams that I'm active in-At Goal & Maintaining + Transition to Maintenance ( www.sparkpeople.com/myspark/groups_i
ndividual.asp?gid=1111 ). Participating in the daily check in thread has really made me aware of how much I've been slacking off- especially when I look at the wonderful example laid out for me from my fellow Sparkers. Thanks bunches, guys!
I have quite a few things I want to accomplish this weekend- one of which is to get Christmas gifts wrapped- and to access what else I need to be shopping for. I'm not finished yet :( I'm also planning to do some more Christmas baking. So far it hasn't been a big temptation- of course I'm sure a lot of that has to do with the fact that what I have already made isn't at my house...it's at my BF's house, so if anyone has to deal with temptations, it's him :)
Must get to bed if I plan to tackle my early morning routine...early meaning...when I get up, and I hope that it's not too late :)
Thursday, December 06, 2012
December 6, 2012
It's been a struggle lately for me to be happy with my weight progress. I know it's fine. I'm still within range, but it seems so difficult right now to stay here. The scale swings back and forth every day lately, and the trend seems to be more in the up direction than in the down/maintain. I have aimed to drop to 143 (my original goal weight has been 148), because in my mind I want that extra 5 pounds for security. This is the first time in my life I have ever re-claimed a healthy weight since beginning my upward movement in the mid-nineties but not the first time I have experienced weight loss throughout that time, so it’s really important for me to do a good job of maintaining it this time.
I have never- since before adolescence- been this thin in my life, and I am very comfortable in my clothes, and with my general appearance. Is everything as tight and smooth as it was in my youth?? Absolutely not, but the general population would only know that at my admission.
I don't really know if my struggle comes from the temptations/worries of holiday insane food opportunities or if it's partly from stress. I feel like I’m doing pretty well with the knowledge that a fair number of my family members have been dealing with some really significant health issues lately, but I wonder in the back of my mind- am I allowing this sadness/ worry/etc covertly to influence my emotional food appetite.
I want to remain positive about the things my family members are facing, because I know that no good comes from excess worry, but it has really made me think more about the reality of aging and the impact on health along with the decisions we make about our health while we are young. The health issues of age have just made themselves abundantly clear to me that they have moved one degree closer to me than they were a decade ago...it was great grandparents and grandparents who were in this category- not my uncles...which allows me to make the logical lateral move to my parents.
My takeaway from this- in this moment- it is the personal responsibility of each and every one of us to take active steps to value our health every day and to learn the steps and habits that make the best health possible a reality for all of us for as long as possible. I have been blessed with good health my entire life- and I intend to continue to treat that as the gift that it is by doing everything in my power to remain in my best possible health. The truth is, I believe I’m doing that, so would it be fair so say that a reality check is in order for me to quit fixating on the minutia of my up and down daily weights....probably.
I still would like to see my weight stay in the 142-147 range instead of the 147-151 range that it’s been bouncing in, but I’m going to work on being more accepting of where I am (as long as it doesn’t exceed 151).
Friday, October 26, 2012
I found a site recently that generates a song list based on your 1-mile running pace, and it was great fun to scan through the list (really extensive) and choose new songs for a new playlist. I'm working on improving my running pace, and this looked like a great way to do it, because I have noticed that my pace is regulated very closely by the music I'm listening too.
Here's the link to the site for anyone else who's interested:
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
I'm so excited about my last three weeks of no-tracking! I have in the past been scared to even attempt deviating from my diligent tracking for fear that I would begin to back slide in a huge way! There is something really liberating and freeing about being able to "feel normal" again. There was even a 4 day camping trip tossed into those 3 weeks. When I began this most recent leg of my journey to lose the weight for good, I had decided that I had to be willing to track everything for life, and I am still willing to do that- but it is really an incredible feeling to know that I have put this into practice in such a meaningful way that I can take a break from the formal tracking that I have come to depend on for the past two years.
I still follow meal building rules that I had put in place for myself after I had gotten into the groove of this journey by filling my plate halfway with fresh fruits and non-starchy veggies, a quarter of my plate is my lean protein, and a quarter of my plate is some kind of starch...usually a whole grain. Using this visual method has been really helpful to me- especially when I couldn't/didn't want to track immediately. I feel like it works really well to get all the healthy nutrients I need to continue to feel great and to maintain my active lifestyle.
I plan to track for one week a month, just to maintain the skill, because I want to be confident in being able to jump right back in with the routine of tracking everything if I stray too far away from goal (5 pounds or more). I don't want to have to re-learn it, even though I shouldn't have any trouble- I want to make sure. Doing it this way should also help me to remain accountable in a way that should avoid that stray in the first place -theoretically.
I can't give enough thanks to all of the other successful maintainers' blogs in helping me to come up with behaviors and strategies to use for my own success. Please keep blogging and sharing! I strive to do better in this arena as well, especially as I continue to discover the real impact my success in weight loss and maintenance has had on others in the digital world as well as in my own immediate one. It is heart-warming and inspirational to my continued success when others approach me with eagerness to learn what helped me. I have had a recent experience where an occasional colleague (substitute teacher in my district) called me while working in the building to tell me that she has recently re-joined Weight Watchers and has lost more than 11 pounds and thanked me for my inspiration to her, and encouraged me to keep spreading that inspiration to others. This is part of my external accountability....my continued example to others that success and maintenance is possible and instrumental in a high quality life. I want to keep my fantastic life, and I want to watch others acquire it as well.
Monday, October 08, 2012
Thanks to everyone who followed, commented, etc on my blogs for the blog challenge from September. That was a really great set of questions, and I really enjoyed answering them. I would like to find some additional meaningful questions to reflect on in blogs as I move forward. I really enjoyed the feedback from all of you that I received, and I really liked getting to know myself better with those questions. I would encourage any of you to consider participating in challenges like this that you encounter- it can really help to stay grounded and focused on why we stick in there and do this.
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