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Two weeks of maintenance

Monday, March 12, 2012

I've finished two weeks of maintenance, and more than halfway through the third. I'm starting to relax and trust myself better now. That first week was strange though. I was so excited about reaching my ultimate goal, but so paranoid about either gaining back or continuing to lose. Since I'm using Weight Watchers to track my nutrition and activity, I was given 2 points plus back to my daily allowance. I may get more back over time, but this seems to be keeping me right on target for the time being. If I begin losing again and drop more than 2 pounds below my goal I need to look at adding in more food to my daily allowance, but so far so good.

I was getting on the scale every day to gauge things, but now it's more like 2 or 3 times/week, and I've stayed within my window of 2 pounds either way every time I've been on it. That's probably why I'm relaxing a bit. In the beginning, I wasn't sure how the change would affect me, but I just kept telling myself to trust the program and my leader. I mean- I've trusted it for over a year and a half, and it hasn't let me down-why would it now, right? It's just that it's new territory for me- I've lost large amounts of weight before, but NEVER reached the final goal weight, and never even maintained the previous losses. I have such wonderful tools this time though, and I must remember to trust it.

Thank you to all of my fellow Sparkers who have cheered me on and continue to do so. I've said it before, but can't begin to express how important all of you are to me and to my success. Every time one of you tells me that I'm an inspiration-it gives me more fuel to stay the course. I feel like I might let someone down if I "fall off the wagon"- especially if I were to fall off and stay off. You and the people in my every day life give me so much inspiration.

This Thursday I will be halfway through my six weeks of maintenance to earn that Lifetime WW membership, and that is really motivating to me too!

Those of you new to the journey- stay strong- stay patient with yourselves, and never fail to reward yourself for your accomplishments along the way. Don't forget about those non-scale victories! Those are the ones that have been the most meaningful to me...
*Heel pain from plantar fasciitis (sp) was gone at about 30 lb loss and has never returned!
*One day I realized I could cross my legs while sitting without holding my leg in place (yeah, I know that's not good for my back)
*Putting away books (I work in a library) on the low shelves is easy now that I can squat and get up effortlessly (I used to dead this)
*It doesn't wear me out to push mow my lawn, and I can finish it faster than I did before..I even look forward to it as an excuse for activity
*I run now and I like it! Did my first 5k in Feb 2011 and did about one a month for the rest of last year.
Ok- I'll quit for now-off to enjoy an evening with my oldest son...it's our "date night"

  
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HONEYBUNCH24 4/21/2012 10:42PM

    emoticon on all your accomplishments!!!!

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FLEUR_DE_LUNE 3/19/2012 10:46AM

  Thanks, Michelle
I hope to one day be in that same position of becoming a lifetime member, and having lifetime support.
Thanks for everything!
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MKELLY72 3/19/2012 10:29AM

    Johanne-
The way I understand it is that if I am within 2 pounds either way on my weigh in for week 6, I achieve Lifetime- no matter how it fluctuates within that 6 week period.
Also, If I'm not in that window at week 6, but I am at week 7 (etc), I achieve Lifetime status then. It just has to be at least 6 weeks from reaching the goal weight and earning Lifetime status.

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FLEUR_DE_LUNE 3/17/2012 9:50AM

  Michelle, I've been wondering about the rules for WW lifetime membership. Maintenance lasts 6 weeks; if you were to go, say 3 or 4 pounds lower than goal weight during that 6 week period, but were within 2 pounds at the end of the 6 weeks, would the length of the maintenance period before lifetime membership be prolonged longer than the standard 6 weeks?

Just wondering... For me, that is way, way, way in the future. ;-)

Johanne

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KAYOTIC 3/13/2012 10:55AM

    congratulations on your accomplishment!

And I love your list of non-scale victories! Keep those in mind if/when your motivation lags, and you will certainly find it again.... emoticon

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FLEUR_DE_LUNE 3/12/2012 7:40PM

  Thank you for this blog post. It gives me a glimpse of what I can look forward to. emoticon
Johanne

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DOTTIEJANE1 3/12/2012 7:13PM

    Congrats yoy have done a lot of hard work . WAY TO GO !!!

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Another Reward?

Monday, March 12, 2012

So, do I count this as another reward, or a tool of maintenance? I know it's really both :) I haven't actually gotten it yet, but over the weekend, I went bike shopping. I have a bike of my oldest son's that I use, but it doesn't shift the best, and I still can't tackle hills very well with it- depending on the hill. I've really been wanting to do my commute to work on a bike- you know, save money on gas and do something good for my health and the environment, but with the bike I'm using, I can't climb the last hill to work from a dead stop. I would never have any momentum for the climb because I have to wait to cross a busy street immediately before the hill.

This is the bike I have decided on- Trek 7100 WSD

definitely a splurge for me, but with 10 months of free WW membership from maintaining my goal weight it will have paid for itself- plus, my parents want to contribute toward the cost. I was so touched when my mom told me of my dad's wishes. She said they decided that "you only turn 40 once"- and what better way to celebrate my better health by helping me get something that will help me to maintain it. I live in a fairly small town, so I'm looking forward to doing my errands around town this Summer with my bike! On the test drive I was amazed at how easily it shifts and climbs hills, so I'm thinking I'll be able to ride it to work! It has the quick release front wheel too, so I should be able to pop it in the back seat or trunk of the car to take on trips too!

  
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JUDITHROXANA 4/11/2012 4:16PM

    How exciting! You've earned it! Enjoy and be safe! You are now inspiring me to get back in here! You look GORGEOUS!!! xoxo

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RONIREDD 3/13/2012 8:44AM

    You are going to love it! I splurged on a trek several years back and its awesome. I think you have inspired me to get it out!

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FLEUR_DE_LUNE 3/12/2012 7:07PM

  Yay! ... it's going to be a wonderful spring... and summer ... and fall...!

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My reward :)

Saturday, February 25, 2012

I purchased a reward for myself today to mark this exciting achievement. It's more extravagant than I usually am with myself, but I'm worth it. I was toying with the idea of getting a star tattoo of some kind and adding a new star with each year of maintenance, but let's face it, I just have reservations about that. Jewelry, on the other hand... .....is a different story. The quality of the photo doesn't give this justice, but it's a Pandora bracelet with a silver and gold star charm bead. I have the next charm picked out for when I receive my lifetime key from WW,(it has a key too) and I have the charm picked out to add to it every year that I maintain my goal(more stars, but all silver). It will be with me every day to remind me of all the hard work I have done. My daughter was with me and she was so encouraging too. I have never spent this much on myself for jewelry in my life, but it felt like exactly what I needed to commemorate this moment.

  
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FLEUR_DE_LUNE 2/26/2012 3:07PM

  I like the choice that you made. It will be with you forever, a great reminder of your achievement. I'm really happy for you!
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Johanne

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4EVER21B 2/25/2012 6:21PM

    You DESERVE it and so much more! I am glad your daughter was there. What a wonderful moment to share with her.

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Met my goal!

Saturday, February 25, 2012

I have met my total weight loss goal! When I weighed in at my meeting Thursday night, I had met it there too! I was so excited, surprised, and quite emotional. I nearly cried! I'm a sap though normally, so I anticipated reacting that way. It was a low attendance night, because the weather was crappy, and a lot of members who were there had commented that "so-and-so will be so excited!" It's so much to process, but it didn't happen over night- I have had a lot of time to get used to this new (or old if you want to roll back years:) me, but it's still almost unbelievable to me. I have lost a little over 100 pounds! I have had so much positive support along the way- from people I work with, my family and friends- people at my WW meetings and the Spark community and my faith in God to guide me along the way. All of those things are so important, and I am eternally grateful. Now it is my pledge to cherish this gift and to keep myself healthy and to continue to cheer on the people around me who are still on their way to goal.
I was talking to a work colleague yesterday who was sharing her struggles with weight, and it got me replaying mine in my head.
When I was in high school, I thought I was fat...someone, somewhere along the way had said things that made me think that. I was 5'7" and weighed 135...definitely not fat...but I believed I was. When I got pregnant with my first child, I was 20, and I had gained the normal healthy amount of weight during that pregnancy, and within about 6 weeks after having him, I had lost most of it again. I had made the decision to use the Norplant device for contraception, and had my doctor place the device in my arm. Over the next 8 months to a year I had gained nearly 50 pounds without batting an eye. I hadn't changed my eating habits dramatically, and I was breastfeeding a baby...which burns up a lot of daily calories. Research would later indicate that significant weight gain was a side effect of the Norplant device for many women. I had the device removed, and lost what I had gained over the course of about 6 months...then I got pregnant with baby number 2 (our first was now 2 years old..all part of our "master plan") After she was born, I never lost much of my pregnancy weight...I was dealing with a lot of stress...my marriage was suffering terribly, and I'm a stress eater. I was pretty depressed most of the time looking back. When my daughter was 2 1/2 I discovered I was pregnant again...and I weighed more at that time than I did during my previous pregnancies at full term!! I gained more weight as the pregnancy progressed, and after he was born I continued to gain. Eventually I was so sick of the state I had allowed myself to get in that I did something about it. I started eating healthy and began regular exercise..taking my kids with me on hikes in the state park that we lived next to. They loved it, and so did I. While helping their dad on a project, I twisted my ankle so badly that I couldn't even stand on it for more than 5 minutes at a time, let along hike while toting a 1 year old on my back anymore...so I had to back off for a while...meanwhile, my lack of activity paired with the depression from my poor marriage was fighting against me, and I let it win. Eventually I got strong and fought for my rights as a human being and started standing up for myself...which resulted in my walking out of an unhealthy marriage of 10 years. The stress of those 7 months was so intense that I couldn't eat...I felt nauseous all the time, and turned to my furious cleaning to relieve that stress...I lost lots of weight quickly, but as many of you who have lost lots of weight quickly know, it's not sustainable most of the time. As soon as I had stabilized emotionally to a point- I went back to my old habits...and gained again. In Jan 2008 ( I think it was 2008) a work friend had joined Spark and shared it with me...I joined too and followed the program...I was very successful...had just gotten under 200 when a new school year had started. I had a new work colleague, and we went through an adjustment getting used to each other...suffice it to say, I was stressed and felt like I couldn't do anything to please her...I packed on the weight again...I had also stopped using Spark to track, because I felt like she was looking over my shoulder every second and that she would yell at me for taking any kind of break for myself. In August 2010, when another friend offered to teach my how to use WW with the materials she already had and to be my support group, I reluctantly agreed to give it a shot. (she had invited me a year before and I had turned her down) I had success in the first week, and with this method of tracking, I didn't need a computer...I could do it with paper and pencil..which has been key for me, because I always have it with me. Nineteen months later, I have met my goal, and I will be 40 in less than two weeks! I am so proud of my accomplishment! I feel confident this will be sustainable too! I have learned new habits and practiced them religiously for a year and a half. I know I need to keep practicing them, and I am more than willing to do that...it's like brushing my teeth now.
Thank you for all of your support and encouragement! I vow to continue paying it forward!

  
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PAPERCLIPSUE 3/3/2012 1:01PM

    Congratulations!

You have come a long way. That is quite an inspiration to me. I have been struggling to keep off the weight I lost and continue down to my goal! I have gained 11 pounds! emoticon
After reading your blog, I realize I must persevere. If you can lose over 100 pounds, then I can lose 25 pounds. Thanks for sharing your story. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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ADELCASALE 2/29/2012 9:09PM

    So, so, so happy for you! You should be very proud of yourself!

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MIDDLTEACH 2/29/2012 2:03AM

    Wow! It's so wonderful that you've met your goal. You've struggled (greatly) to get there, and you made it. Thank you for the inspiration you give to the rest of us.
Linda

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IHAVEAGOAL2012 2/27/2012 12:48PM

  Congratulations! I am so happy for you and inspired by your story! emoticon

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KLSSINGS 2/27/2012 8:01AM

    CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! What an inspiration you are!

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I am so happy for you! You earned it! Chris

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PATTYSPENCER 2/26/2012 9:18AM

    Congratulations!! That's fantastic!!!!!

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AMIMITO3 2/26/2012 7:46AM

    WOOHOO!!! Congratulations many times over. I hope to be able to say that one day. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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JAZZIE28 2/25/2012 7:43PM

    GREAT!...Congrats on your success..Your blog has inspired me to forge ahead and not give up. New body at a great new age...Rock On!!
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Such a wonderful, inspiring story!!!!!



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SHYFEMMEKAT 2/25/2012 11:14AM

    YAY YOU! That is so inspiring...congratulations!
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FLEUR_DE_LUNE 2/25/2012 10:19AM

  I am so pleased for you! Thank you for this blog post -- it is very inspiring! I've said it before, I think if that was something you would like to do, you would probably be an excellent WW group leader.

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and thanks for your support and your friendship!

Johanne

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BUSYGRANNY5 2/25/2012 8:51AM

    Congratulations on your HUGE success! I enjoyed reading your blog! I wish you continued success as you work to maintain your new healthy lifestyle! Blessings!!!

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GOPINTOS 2/25/2012 8:24AM

    OH wow! That is fantastic!!! Thank you for taking the time to share your story and to be an inspiration! emoticon

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Wonderful Weekend

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I had such a great weekend. I had planned an overnight getaway at a B&B just 40 miles away, and it was so relaxing. I had a great time with my sweetie, and I didn't even ruin any weight loss...I actually lost even though I enjoyed some fantastic Italian food, lemon cake that the inn keeper had out for her guests and wine. I still have the other half of my pasta in the fridge...I wanted to save a spot for that cake and wine in front of the fire when we'd returned to the room....I couldn't have asked for a more pleasant time. So simple...life should always be this perfect.
I took this with my phone in front of the fireplace (that you can't really see:) before we packed up for home. I didn't even realize the picture was taken..and it turned out to be a decent one...that never happens when I use my phone!

  
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FLEUR_DE_LUNE 2/22/2012 12:47PM

  Good for you! :-)
Johanne

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