Friday, November 09, 2012
Okay so I first created my Spark People account back in February. It's now November and I have yet to make any progress. I was doing so well when I first joined, working out everyday and eating healthier. Now here I am, many months later and 20 lbs heavier. What's wrong with me? I can't keep traveling down this path. But I don't feel happy or motivated. I wish I could be that person who has their stuff figured out. Instead i'm a fat lost girl who hates a majority of her life. I guess in the end I need to stop making excuses. So here I am, ready once again to try this thing out. Make positive changes and take control of my life.