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Looking in the mirror at ME................

Saturday, June 18, 2011

I have been spending the last few weeks kind of in isolation... I actually have around 30k followers on twitter facebook and myspace and I have not posted since the end of May... I have completely shut everything down.... Many of the people who know me look to me for inspiration and motivation.... I have never shared my struggles with them, even in my worst times I have kept it to myself and carried everyone on my back so they do not suffer. I work in the Entertainment & Fashion industry. When I came back from my illness a co worker looked at me and said OMG how devastating ( because of all the weight I had gained.. ) I was then devastated... I spent the last few years avoiding events for that reason, I was ashamed of how I looked and hated myself because I could not fix it.... I would push and push myself to the point of exhaustion... I now realize it is all inside of me... I know I have the strength, I know I am smart enough, I know I am a beautiful person inside and out right now.... I have spent the last few years not appreciating what I already have, not loving who I am, not treating my body with the love I should.... Today I am looking in the mirror and I am going to love MYSELF!!!!!!!

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WNTMOREOFLIFE 6/18/2011 6:15PM

    Kudos to you for making the resolution!

I relate to what I seem to read in your blog here, that although it might take time, patience, and perseverance to see things change on the outside, we can and must love ourselves *right now*, starting from the inside!

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4.3 Mile Hike

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

So on June 11th I am going to try and do my old hike with some good friends ... This is where we will be heading :) Same trail I hiked a few weeks ago only I did not go very far ... We will see how it goes but in the meantime I am hitting the treadmill trying to build strength emoticon


Spark People Just Simply Rocks!!!!!

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

I am getting more and more excited as I explore this website how incredible it is to have so many awesome tools ..... I am looking forward to sharing :)

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MISSKATIEBUG 6/1/2011 1:50PM

  This site is awesome I agree ANELAKANOA... emoticon As for my favorite tool I have a couple ... off the top of my head the exercise choices, then it is the food tracker, it does all the work for you .... Then I absolutely love the recipe section LIVERIGHTNOW emoticon The more I look the more I find I can't believe it sat here for over two months I had no idea how cool it all was IMIN2GENES emoticon Just super happy and makinhg some amazing friends along the way .. Hugs hugs Ladies Carry on lol

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IMIN2GENES 5/31/2011 8:28PM

    The more I look, the more I find! I love the quizzes too. I've learned so many new things from them.

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LIVERIGHTNOW 5/31/2011 7:37PM

    What is your favorite tool so far?

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ANELAKANOA 5/31/2011 7:26PM

  emoticonThis site is AMAZING!

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