Tuesday, February 04, 2014
I couldn't work out this morning due to sleeping in. My brain is foggy and I am exhausted. It is funny in a way that working out in the morning makes me so much more alert and focused. I really don't like working out in the evenings because I am ramped up forever afterwards. All I can think of is curling up and going back to bed. I just had a week off in December but I feel like I could use another week right now. I'm not sure why exactly. Maybe it is the overcast grey skies, maybe it is the cold making me want to get back home and into bed; all I know is that right now I don't want to be sitting at my desk waiting for the day to start. All I know is that I would like a handful of days to do nothing but work out, play with my girls, play Xbox, and do crafts. More than a weekend... I want like 5 or 6 days of nothing to do unless I want to... no obligations... no appointments.
Knowing that I have to put in my 5 hours, go home to let the girls out during lunch, put in my remaining 3 hours, head back home and work out grates on my nerves. I want to go home and turn into a lump. So often my brain is fried once I get home. I sincerely dislike year end financials. For some reason I find them taxing (no pun intended). I am lucky to have a job I enjoy the majority of the time and I feel I am compensated well for the work I do. I'm not rolling in cash by any means but I feel like I am paid fairly. That being said, I'd still rather be home right now than at the office. I'd rather work out now than know I have to work out in the evening. Taking a day off this early in the process is not an option since I take weekends off so I'll just pout and whine, hehe.
Here's hoping the day goes by quickly and my brain wakes up!