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Happy-Sick & Missed you!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

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I am so happy, because my dad pulled out of his downturn and was actually discharged from the hospital yesterday afternoon! Thanks to everyone for your sweet, thoughtful, comforting words during all this.

Unfortunately, I was burning the candle at both ends. You know, staying by his bedside in the emergency room for 36+hrs, until he finally got admitted to ICU. Then basically pulling the night duty, while he struggled with his GI bleed, atrial-fib, congestive heart/lung failure issues. Late night phone calls w/family from around the globe; and of course staying up late getting in my bible study w/mom- during this Holy Day season, and just trying to wind down.


So I am truly paying for not taking better care of myself during this little family crisis. I think the whole "Mucus" family clan has set up household in my sinus's & lungs

But most of all, I've missed checking with you Spark folks!

  
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LANEITA 4/29/2009 1:06PM

    No wonder I haven't heard from you. Oh my, I will pray for you and your Dad. Miss you. I am sending you much love. Come to LA and "rest up". I will take good care of you.
Love,
LaNeita

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POSITIVELY_EB 4/15/2009 11:14PM

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DLDAY08 4/15/2009 6:12PM

    Missed seeing your commens on Spark people. Glad to here your dad is doing better. I will continue to pray for you and your family.
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Hugging you across the miles.


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CHEFROSE 4/15/2009 4:48PM

    It's important for you to take care of yourself or you won't have strength to help anyone else! Have you ever been on a plane? They advise you to be safe before you can help someone else. Glad you're happy. Keep your spirits high!

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Live every day like your hair was on fire. -Zen proverb

Monday, April 06, 2009

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My father's health has taken a downturn this past week and our family has had to begin the real sad discussion about his wishes if/when he passes away. He's a very tough old 76-year old bird who wants to die on his own terms at home.

In addition, my family is preparing for Passover and the Days of Unleavened Bread which begins this week. Part of the preparation is physically removing all of the leavening products out of our home. Leavening (baking soda/powder, yeast, etc.) "puffs up" bread, just as our sins of vanity/pride etc. puffs us up spiritually. So my family is also examining our life this past year and trying to identify the things in our lives that we have overcome and improved upon; as well as those things that are dragging us down and in need of improvement.

Needless to say I have been crying & praying, laughing and praising at various times this past week. But my heart hasn't been 100% at peace. So on one of my diversionary trips on the internet (to avoid house cleaning & the gym) I thought I'd check out various proverbs about life and death from a Zen perspective, and ran across the following Zen proverb:

LIVE EVERY DAY LIKE YOUR HAIR WAS ON FIRE.

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My first thought is, Hmmmm, this does not sound like a very peaceful way to live.

My next thought is IF my hair was on fire- I would be running and jumping in the back yard pool as fast as I could to get my hair soaking wet. So is one interpretation of this proverb is I need to run, jump and stay wet (does sweating count)???

I'm still puzzled by the deeper meaning of this Zen proverb, and would love to hear other views and opinions about it.
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(PS: You guys are THE BEST!)

  
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SPARKLOVE 4/30/2009 3:25PM

    If your hair was on fire, you would not be sitting still. Live everyday active.
Get excited about your life !

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SHININGSOUL 4/13/2009 5:46PM

    I am glad to hear your dad is coming home/already home from hospital.
I really like your description, I certainly would be jumping around, and having alot more energy!

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CRYSTALINA04 4/8/2009 5:47PM

    I want to wish you the best in this week. I am sad to hear abour your fathers health.


I will hold you in my thoughts and hope you the best week you can have.

I think the proverb is funny. I never wish my hair was on fire, but thinking in that manner sure makes you want to run to extinguish it. HA HA HA.



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DLDAY08 4/7/2009 7:40AM

    Just want you to know that you and your family are in my prayers. I am also preparing for Passover. I will pray that your family has a blessed and peaceful Passover and Unleaven Bread feast. Know that you are thought of on a daily basis.

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DEEGIRL50 4/7/2009 4:14AM

    Appreciate your hair while you have it. You could lose it any day.
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Tell your father you love him! My father passed away in January and I wish I could say those words to him every day.

Thank you for sharing some of your traditions with us.
Very interesting.
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POSITIVELY_EB 4/6/2009 10:20PM

    You, your father, and family are in my prayers!

Hugs! Beverly

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Avoiding HÄAGEN-DAZS!

Monday, March 30, 2009

I am so happy to report that I have been able to avoid the HÄAGEN-DAZS - ice cream binge demon since my downfall last Thursday night; and I completed my mini exercise challenge with the "ENERGIZER_BUNNY" SparkFriend this weekend as well.

Sunday, I worked at the CNPS Native Plant Demo-Garden 5.5 hours (much longer than I intended) and 'pushed' my back a bit too far. So this morning I was not feeling that great (stiffness, back achy, boo-hoo-eh?) and I hit the alarm so I could sleep another hour and go later. But then I got up and one thing after another kept getting in the way of going to the gym.

BUT my awesome nephew came home from SacCityCollege and started bugging me to go to the gym with him -since I didn't go in the morning. And his "push" got me in to the gym today after all! Yeah, for pushy nephews!!


  
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SHININGSOUL 3/31/2009 5:34PM

    I agree, yeah for your pushy nephew!

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MISS_VIV 3/31/2009 12:50PM

    So glad that you were able to get into that workout routine inspite of not feeling up to par. I hope it helped work out the kinks.

hugs
Vivian

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DLDAY08 3/31/2009 8:25AM

    I'm proud of you. Keep up the good work.
Diane
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POSITIVELY_EB 3/31/2009 12:16AM

    Good for you! And your nephew!!!

Hugs!

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Ambushed by HÄAGEN-DAZS & bannana bread last night!

Friday, March 27, 2009

Well folks,

Yesterday was going really good. I was just cruising along checking off things on my "TODO" list all day and looking forward to going to home bible study and going away party for good friend of mine.
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The study was awesome, but then the party treats came out and the BINGE-DEMON showed up. My plan was to just have one piece of cake that another friend said she was bringing. So the fresh baked bannana bread was brought out, sliced and passed around. It was delicious and I ate my slice with no guilt what so ever. Then another friend started passing out chocolate & peanut covered HÄAGEN-DAZS bars (MY FAVORITE ICE CREAM). So began the HÄAGEN-DAZS ambush!
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Oooooo, my favorite treat, I had to accept it (didn't I???) I didn't want to hurt the feelings of the little ice-cream fairy delivering this delicacy to us. PLUS, it was a party wasn't it??? So I decided to accept the unexpected treat, telling my self I'll just put in some extra exercise on Friday. Then another slice of banana bread was offered, and I sucombed to another slice of banna bread (with the logic that it was "ok"; since the first slice didn't have icing on it, the DEMON reasoned that the 2nd slice was the icing on the "cake" that I had planned on eating ... Oh yeah, that's the ticket!)
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Enough about the ambush, eh? So now I've got to work my buns off this morning and do some bun-kicking !!!

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TUCKERBEAU 3/30/2009 3:35PM

  Thanks for the Welcome! Oh!Sounds so familiar. At least you are going to do something about it. I'd do some damage control next week.
Hope the bun-kicking went great.

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POSITIVELY_EB 3/29/2009 12:57AM

    So YOU'RE the one who let the demon out of the bag!!!!

Hugs! Beverly

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RUTHIEBEAR 3/28/2009 10:39AM

    WOW! That was a tough one! At my Home group I just keep away from the snacks. I tell myself to step away from the table. DO not even look. But when they are handed to you It is tough to just say no. In the past year I have been working on staying away from sweets. At this point I do not even want them any more PTL! Things with even a little sugar taste too sweet to me. (This from a lady who used to eat six large Reese's peanut butter cups in one sitting). It can be done with hard, hard work. I try to make a plan for myself BEFORE going to events where I know there will be food I do not choose to eat (but might WANT to eat). I drink lots of water. I bring along a healthy alternative. I decided a few months ago I do not want to have to lose those same pounds I worked so hard to lose once, a second time!!! It works for me. FInd things that will work for you. YOu can avoid temptation. Take it one step at a time. We are all in this with you and have been (and are) where you are.
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DLDAY08 3/27/2009 4:33PM

    I totally understand where you are coming from. I just had to quit eating desserts at our potluck on Shabbat because I couldn't stop myself once I got started. If I don't start I do just fine. emoticon

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SHININGSOUL 3/27/2009 2:20PM

    dear oh dear, I can certainly relate to temptation, for me it was a hamburger, which I at least ate on a whole wheat bun.
now, we've got to move those buns!!!

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MISS_VIV 3/27/2009 11:24AM

    So, if you start walking right now, how far will you have to walk to work off that hagen daz and banana cake. emoticon

See you out there.

Have a great day...
HUGS


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Down 3# & feeling better

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Well, to my pleasant surprise this morning I'm down another 3 pounds! AND the dreaded crud has left my body, YIPPEEEEEE!!!!

I love the spark goodies ya'll have sent!! FRANCLYN the Gnome you sent me was just perfect (there's been a Gnome following me around this year -so too cool to get one from you!). R3DROBIN, the red ribbon came in time for me to celebrate these 3# that have been jetesoned too. All of you are just the perfect medicine I need. Thanks so much for your continued support.

Unfortunately, I'm off to court this morning (long, sad, stress & worry filled story). Gotta be there at 8:30 am so gotta go. Ciao!


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SHININGSOUL 3/25/2009 2:26PM

    Congrats, and I will pray for you.

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DLDAY08 3/24/2009 11:50AM

    Glad you are down three pounds and feeling better.
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Praying court goes well for you.

Diane

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SPARKLINGHOPE 3/24/2009 10:55AM

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