Wednesday, July 13, 2011
I just can't seem to Spark regularly when things are a little bit crazy at the house. My parents live w/hubby & I, so when dad was hospitalized again in June (complications w/congestive heart/kidney failure & diabetes) I just could not seem to 'find the time to Spark'. Then my brother (who's been in Iraq for a year) flew out to visit for a week. When my LA cousin heard his Tio was in the hospital, he came up and ended up staying for 2 weeks. Plus before dad went in the hospital, I had committed to pulling off a wonderful event in the native plant garden we were calling "Wine & Cheese w/the Bees", and was dealing w/alcohol permitting & insurance issues for the event, and the event itself of course.
On one hand, I know this is just what's going on in my life right now and I should be more mature and make better choices in support of my healthier lifestyle goals with SP. On the other hand, my immature spirit just says 'hey, this is all I can handle right now -we don't have time to Spark girlie!' sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
So feeling like a Sparkie-Wienie today, trying to get her spark back.
Thanks for all your support.