Saturday, July 03, 2010
So I haven't been as good as I should have been the last 3 days. However it was Canada day and my husbands family was in town and it's but SUPER hot. Seriously I can't stand to be outside for more then 5 minutes without sweating.
However we did walk around the zoo on the 1st with my nieces and nephews so I got a bit of exercise in...although not enough.
However my husbands sister took a picture of the two of us that is seriously frightening. I can't stand to look at it. However I think I need to print it out and stick it on the door to encourage me to get my but to the gym! I don't feel like I'm that big but I am. I don't see myself as that big...but thats not helping.
However I have been taking close evaluations of my decisions lately. I choose not to get involved in certain activities or avoid cameras or people because of my weight. I'm realizing just how much life this weight is costing me. It's not acceptable.
I WANT MY LIFE BACK!!!!