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The hardest time of my life!

Monday, June 16, 2008

May 30, 2008...the day we lost him! My father-in-law passed away at 3:57am..12 mins after the hospital called the family to come to the hospital. We were not told any information other than just to get there...I had a feeling, while driving up there, that something did not feel right!

We stayed by his side for about 5 hours. The kids cried so hard, as we all did. When it was time for the nurses and doctors to take his body, we all hugged and kissed him. In the last 14 years that I have known him, I never told him thank you or even let him know that I appreciated everything that he ever did for me. I finally had the chance to tell him. When I leaned over to kiss him on his forehead, I whispered in his ear "Thank you for everything you have ever done for me. I love you!"

So...I have been a little out of it this last 2 weeks, as far as my eating and exercise. But this is a new week and I am starting over again.

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KANANIPOD 6/20/2008 11:54AM

    Death is such a mysteriously difficult thing to deal with. My heart goes out to you and your family. Good for you that you seized the opportunity to tell your father-in-law how you felt. People know these things, but it really is different when it's vocalized. It's like praying. You will be stronger in your fitness goals now that his spirit is cheering you on in your corner. :-)

Aloha pumehana,


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SUPERDELUXE 6/17/2008 2:02AM

    Welcome back Michelle.

I missed you!


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Thursday, May 29, 2008

Okay...this is the 3rd time I am trying to post this blog! I keep getting a freakin' error! It doesn't help any that I've been trying to write that I am not feeling myself today and need a pick me up! Now before I tried to post the 1st blog I was just feeling down...now I'm just getting frustrated! BLAH!!!

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SSUESM 5/29/2008 4:09PM

    Oh, Michelle, sorry about your blog problems. I've heard other members mention similar posting issues. What a pain! Well, your 3rd attempt came through loud and clear!

I know how feeling "off" can just set the wrong tone for an entire day... hope your day improves and you start to feel more like yourself.

Take care!

Sue emoticon

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Yeah...so I don't think I did so well this weekend. I don't think it was so much the food I ate...it was more the food I didn't eat. I have such a hard time remembering to eat on the weekends. Plus...I've had a headache all weekend! So tomorrow is a new day...and work day at that...I am going to get back to my eating habits that I have created during the work week and try harder next weekend to remember to eat!



Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Today I feel like crap! I'm so stressed right now that it's making me sleepy. My child is going through some attitude problems and I don't know how to fix it! The husband is making me mad too! Blah! I'm just in a pissy mood!

And I have not walked yet today and that makes me feel even worse!




Tuesday, May 20, 2008

So...today I'm feeling a little tired...I had an extremely hard time waking up this morning. Now I'm gonna pay for it! I have to work till 5pm! BLAH! That so sucks! So far the day is going by fast...I just hope the remaining of the day goes by even faster!

I have no idea what I am going to cook for dinner tonight... emoticon


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