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Saturday, May 29, 2010

Well the photo is taking forever to upload so whenever that happens it will sit in the middle of my share. I am still working at finding a way to make my life full and rich. I want to go visit my son who's steps down from the sidewalk are the picture you are seeing. But this is not a good day for it to happen. Next week son is working Saturday and Sunday. And should be free on Saturday. But we are not available on Saturday and free on Sunday and Monday.
So I am going to wait until the 16th and go sometime during the week.
so this is not my son's house because it just will not work.
School will be out and I will be out of work Mondays, Tuesdays and Fridays.
And my Wednesday/Thursday job will be intermittent I really want to go play with her while she is small. Once a month is not enough.
So I will have to wait till later in June to go see the foster grand child.

  

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VEGEFARMER 6/4/2010 5:48AM

Hi again, it's been a while since i visited your page. I got losst for many months on Face book games, such a waste of time and now I'm back and working on the real issues of weight. It must seem like a long time between visits with your Grand daughter, however as long as the moments you share with her are special, time will not be an issue. hugs Report Inappropriate Comment

SUNRISESUNSET 5/29/2010 5:37PM

It's shame you can't see her more often. Some grandparents wouldn't be that bothered, so it shows how great you are. I see mind once every ten years and the others are dead, so treasure the day you do see her. Good luck with finding more time! Report Inappropriate Comment

Cannot win for losing.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I just cannot win for losing. I spend a year and a half being pleasant to a very aggressive person who yells AT everyone. I yell back once on a bad day and ..... I am put in coventry. That means she will not speak to me and some of her friends and angry with me too.
I have talked to my friends and they say consider the source. I need to let go and allow God to work in her life without interference from me.
I bought her a plant and wrote an apology but she will not accept them.
I wrote I would never do it again. She will not look at me and runs away when I come into the room. I think she is mentally in trouble.
Maybe I need to stay away from her. No I really need to avoid her except when I must to do my job or to ask her to do hers.
I am afraid she might try to hurt me. She has been very vindictive to others in the past.
I do not even remember the incident.

  

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JUST_TRI_IT 5/20/2010 9:17AM

Sounds to me like this lady has issues. You are not the source. She must lead a sad life :( Report Inappropriate Comment

CLOVER2 5/19/2010 10:22PM

There are some personalities that are toxic and no matter what you do they will not change. And being around them will not help you, it really does rub off. Think about her life and how unhappy she really must be. Then say a prayer for her. Report Inappropriate Comment

PAMNANGEL 5/19/2010 1:08PM

If someone has a problem with me, then they have the problem and I have to not let them make it my problem. This person has some serious issues. Report Inappropriate Comment

MISS_VIV 5/19/2010 12:42PM

Yes, let go and let God. I am sure the situation will redeem itself, but maybe not right away. I (personally) would not dwell on it, if she runs away from you, let her go. She will wake up one day and wonder WHY? Stay strong. Report Inappropriate Comment

AMAS92568 5/19/2010 12:14PM

I feel your frustration. Don't let this person control your feelings. Hang in there. Report Inappropriate Comment

Let's go for a walk

Saturday, May 15, 2010

My friend is coming over and we are going for a three mile walk. (Maybe more)
I really need to walk more . I only got one 10,000 step day this week.
I walk more frequently when I walk with others. I need to line up more people to walk.

  

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PAMNANGEL 5/15/2010 4:03PM

I need to walk a lot more. I have yet to achieve 10,000 steps. I'm such a slug. Report Inappropriate Comment

Evaluations

Friday, May 14, 2010

I got evaluated at work and it set the tone for having a really bad day.
I was grumpy with my cook. I was grumpy with the aids.
I was bothered by things that usually do not bother me.
They said that I get "flustered". I really don't feel flustered but I come off as flustered. So It irritated me. I need to take criticism better.

  

Wednesday

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I will be working both jobs today and then tomorrow I will be satellite cook as well as cooking for the seniors. My day will begin at 5 am to work by six and then off at one thirty.. Then three thirty at church make coffee, prep salad. off at nine. Just too busy to get anything done. I just wish I could sit down a get myself a resume. I need one job with enough hours and all year.

I do not have the energy to do more than just work. I am not walking as much or with such zest. I want to get back into the spirit but right now i cannot sleep at night and am catching up on it during the day.
When I am too sleepy I do not function well.

The picture is me at the Grand Canyon in 2007. I want to go there and make out resumes and walk in the beauty of God's creation.
But maybe I can settle for the beauty of creation here at the corner park.

  

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LLCURTS 5/15/2010 7:55PM

I am there with you - with extra hours and stress at work I am just too pooped many days... We are walking in the Bay to Breakers - we have a SP team and rally there - I think I am up for it... I love the Grand Canyon - look forward to going back some day... hope your weekend is grand! Report Inappropriate Comment

POORGIRL_DIET 5/13/2010 5:17AM

There are not enough hours in the day to do everything unfortunately. But I can say that is a pretty picture and look at that view - amazing. You will be able to do this Report Inappropriate Comment