Sunday, September 23, 2007
It has been a very tough week - next week will be just as bad - I refuse to weigh myself - I know I am not doing well. It's not that I don't try! Those little sabatoge demons are running rampid! They are everywhere! At work - the demons refuse me a lunch hour and add extra time to my work day. At home - family demons surround me with football, fall baseball - homework tutoring and my own final projects for my classes. Free time is non-existent - I squeeze in a few minutes here and there but not like I was doing a few weeks ago - my son - work out savy as he has become tells me "Mom, you have to be active to loose weight" My 16 year old knows what he is talking about - I wasn't loosing much - but I was loosing almost 1 pound a week. The demons didn't want that - eating healthy is of no concern to them - slowing my metabolism is what makes them happy - desk work, computer work, taxi service and sports spectator, tutor - if working out my brain helped me to loose weight - I'd be setting new records. But fall is here! Things quiet down, football ends, fallball ends I am sure I can regroup, restrategize and get back in sycn after this week. Until then I'll continue to eat healthy, drink my water and when the leaves start falling so will my weight. That's my goal and I'm sticking to it.