Friday, February 22, 2013
I am feeling a little off kilter. I don't know if it is because I am angry. I don't know if I'm disappointed. Disheartened? I just don't know. I was going into my groups and on one of them it said that one of the leaders has not posted on the team in a long time. I don't feel I have been doing this long enough to become a co-leader. But, I thought it was a great idea for a fun group. I guess I am sad that no body posts, but even more than that I feel sorry for those who haven't. Don't they know what they are missing?
But I guess I am the pot calling the kettle black because there are some teams I haven't visited much. But I at least try to huddle. (I always was a cuddle type) Am I so new that I don't understand the absences? I feel the teams are the best part of SparkPeople. You know; the people! The support, the encouragement, the tips and the gentle pushes. I can't imagine doing this program with out the community and the teams!
I feel scared, disappointed, disillusioned, sad. I feel sorry for those who haven't seen this program for what it is. The people they meet, the smiles they receive, the hope they encounter. Hope that seeps through the very essence of this program.
Well, I love it here! No matter what, I will be here. (Hope I am not just blowing smoke!) I gotta pray about this.. Night!