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Photoblog 30

Sunday, July 31, 2011

A picture of you last year and now - how have you changed since then?"

To tell the truth - I have not changed that much, a few more wrinkles thatīs all. The weight is about the same, I donīt know since I do not use the scale for now.

A picture from last year is this:

And a picture from yesterday is this:

..which I thought would symbolize my healthy living but in reality I was as healthy one year ago because I biked then too.

What has happened since last year is that I succeeded in saving from my salary each month - a new phenomenon for me and a change in attitude.

As I got a house of my own again I feel as if I have "succeeded" in building an assertive life.

The theatre is the adventurous element in my life for the moment and I will enclose a picture from yesterday - a friend was attending and took this:

From our version of "Philosopherīs stone" it starts with me collecting first-year-pupils for Hogwarts...

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KRZYKAT3 8/3/2011 1:14PM

    love thte theater picture!

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KASEYCOFF 8/1/2011 9:51AM

    The picture of you with your new dog in the bicycle basket is great! To my mind, positive changes aren't necessarily huge leaps forward, brought on by cataclysmic events. It's the little, day-to-day things, that take us forward. Like building a wall, brick by brick. We have to work at it quite a while to see what's different, but eventually, it gets there. IMHO!

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GOHUSKERS2 7/31/2011 11:47AM

    I love your have such a winning and beautiful smile. And, you are a positive person, a very attractive attribute!!!


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DIZZYDOC 7/31/2011 7:31AM

    You are lovely. Congratulations on the house and a very positive attitude.

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Photoblog 29

Saturday, July 30, 2011

"A picture that can always make you smile."

One of my favourites - Gary Larsen - almost always makes me smile. This I simply love:

and continuing on the cow theme:

and another animal joke - I hope I am not offending any setter-owners but...

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SILLYHP1953 9/13/2011 3:03PM

    I'm finally back to making time to read blogs. I was subscribing to everyone who added me as a friend (cause I always added them, too), but I'm not doing that anymore!! Your blogs will always be on my list of ones to read, though.

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Photoblog 28

Friday, July 29, 2011

A picture of something you're afraid of."

For many years I had this unlogical fear - of crayfish:

August is the big crayfishmonth in Sweden - we boil them with lots of dill and eat while wearing silly hats and bibs - you should take one schnapps for each claw and there is a lot of singing... I eat them and I have been crayfishing in small creeks - but I have been hysterically afraid for live ones, could not enter the kitchen if they were still alive. My fear extended to crabs and lobster - on Arlanda Airport (stockholm) they have live lobsters in a tank you pass on your way to check in - I could hardly pass that of fear of the lobsters ... jumping out and coming after me... Totally irrational and I have no idea why. I decided to get rid of that fear and have gradually CBT - cognitive behaviour therapy - and today I am not sure that I would lift a live crayfish but I can be in the same room as them without anxiety...

The other thing I am scared of is:

very cold weather. This has a logical reason. When I was small we lived on a farm and it our house was badly isolated - when cold spells came our water and sewers froze. Living without water was ok but living without a sewer meant that there was no wc and I had to use a potty and I was really scared of slipping and falling of it and bathe in my own sh-t. Cars had no motorheaters in those days so cold weather also meant that our car would not start and I spent a lot of time pushing cars to start...

Later in life I was the manager of a 4H-farm (situated in the city for children to meet farm animals) and very cold weather meant that water pipes froze and I had to thaw it and ice by the doors made them impossible to shut. As an extra income we plowed snow so snowy weather meant that I had to wake up at five to see if it had snowed, in which case I had to go out and get the tractor started and plow a lot of snow around a school because it had t be done at 7.30 when the taxis arrived ( a school for retarded children)

Today I live in a well isolated house, cars have heaters and I am not involved with farm animals - yet I feel uneasy when the temperature falls to low.

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SILLYHP1953 7/29/2011 1:47PM

    I will not even eat crawfish, or crabs, or lobster...not if I have to take it apart. I will eat crab cakes. My ex-husband used to let some of the crabs out on the kitchen floor before he steamed entertain our kids or him, not sure.

I'd say you have PLENTY of reasons to fear cold weather. Our electric went out the winter before last and I asked my dh to PLEASE buy and hook up a generator before last winter, but he didn't. Our winters are not usually like yours.

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GOALIEGRANDMA3 7/29/2011 10:09AM

    I understand your feelings toward the crayfish. That is why I NEVER ate anything that looked like it crawled from under a rock, and today I eat no animal at all.

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INGMARIE 7/29/2011 9:55AM

    emoticonCrawfish yummy. lucky you, that is one thing i miss.
We can get them in stores here too but they are so small.
Glad you overcame your fear.
The cold weather ,I am afraid you have to live with. emoticon
Have a great weekend. emoticon

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CHIBIKARATE 7/29/2011 2:51AM

    emoticon i can understand but that was yesterday and today is a gift or move out of cooler weather hope it will het better i am working on my own past emoticon

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Additional thursday blog...

Thursday, July 28, 2011

It is nice with the photoblogs because I get it done - the disadvantage is that other subjects get not written about.

This week has been bad. I started work after vacation and that is nice - except that I have a puzzle with the dog because I work half day from home and my discipline is not the best, I am finding it hard to be motivated - the next edition is not until the beginning of september and it is too easy to take it too easy...

We also have a lot of thunder and heat waves - Iīm not good with that kind of weather.

AND last, but not least, I have to muster the energy to write a letter to ex telling him that my daughter wants to move to me and i he does not let her go I will sue him... I absolutely loathe that!

So - off my chest, the day immediately got better!

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SILLYHP1953 7/29/2011 1:52PM

    Eat that frog!!!

Maybe if you pretend you're writing the letter for another woman and her daughter (who are in your same situation). Maybe that will help take out some of the emotion. You are a strong woman, keep reminding yourself!

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MRSMLBJ 7/28/2011 4:38PM

    I hope things turn out in your favor.

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KAMAPERRY 7/28/2011 10:47AM

    Will pray for a good outcome with your daughter!

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1_AMAZING_WOMAN 7/28/2011 1:02AM

    I hope you do succeed in getting your daughter to be able to live with you. A daughter really needs to be with her mother.


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Photoblog 27

Thursday, July 28, 2011

"A picture of yourself and a family member."

I donīt have too many of those, mostly I am not in the picture because I am taking it...

this was taken more than a year ago... think we do another one this weekend when daughter comes! This is my family - that is me and my daughter.

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VALERIET52 7/28/2011 2:28PM

    emoticon a smile is worth a thousand words and SO possitive... thanks for sharing your wonderful smiles with us. emoticon

Pepper emoticon

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SPMOM2 7/28/2011 5:29AM

    beautiful family

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