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Another day

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Everyday seems to get worse than the day before. All I do is cry or get very nasty. I can't stand myself anymore. emoticon

  
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FISHING88 5/12/2010 8:42PM

    Look for the positive! Some days the positive is just a little thing, but every once in a while I get to have a huge, fun positive. The more you look for the positive the more often you will find it. Glad you are part of this team!

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LITTLEBRICHIZ 5/12/2010 11:35AM

  Hang in there, freind.

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BUBBLES12310 5/12/2010 7:11AM

  I'm sorry! Depression is terrible and sometimes it's hard to stay positive. Is it possible to get professional help? emoticon

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RED_WRITINGHOOD 5/11/2010 7:49PM

    Stay positive... it will get better! Just know everyone is here for you on Spark. But please stay positive.

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Another day

Thursday, May 06, 2010

Today was a beautiful sunny day outside but for me it may as well have been raining and miserable for this is how I felt all day. Today is my Mothers birthday and I miss her more and more as the years go by. And mothers day is coming and I have nothing planned with any of my 3 children. They just do whatever pleases themselves. emoticon

  
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CAROLJEAN64 5/8/2010 9:38AM

    The loss of our parents is so overwhelming. Just when you think you have accepted it, you hear a song, smell a hint of something in the air, whatever and you feel like it is all back again. The best help I got when my mom died was that grief is not like a ladder you ascend, but more like a roller coaster and the ride ends eventually. Mother's Day, birthdays, etc. are hard. My mother has been gone for 30 years; I am 2 years older than she ever go to be, but I would love to pick up the phone and talk to her this minute. I have no idea if my children have anything planned for Mother's Day, but they are happy and successful people who keep in touch, so I fell OK.

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UNSURE 5/6/2010 10:00PM

    Take care of yourself and think of the things that you would like to do with you mother. My has passed and when I remember those special day I either try to do what I would have done with her or what I would love to do for myself. I also thank God for all the good thing I have. Take care of your self. God bless. TTYL Pat
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Another day

Monday, May 03, 2010

I was off from work today and I had so much planned to do. I did nothing . I had a severe tenson headache and was so depressed that I could hardly hold my head up. I hate days like this. I don't know how to get rid of them. I need something in my life to look forward to. emoticon

  
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JAKEANDNELLIE 5/4/2010 10:34PM

    I've been where you were at today, and it's not a pleasant place to be!
Do you have any medication that relieves the headache?
Sometimes getting up and sitting outside or walking helps me - at least it relieves the tension. I often grab a book or magazine and go to a local park. I'll walk a while and then sit at a picnic table or bench and read = but I usually just sit and watch "nature" and the other park visitors. I've found it really relaxes me.
Water may be a key to the headaches, too. Are you sure you're getting enough each day?
I hope you're soon feeling better.
I'm sending healing thoughts your way!
Sheila

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LALMEIDA 5/4/2010 12:49PM

  I am sorry that you had such a hard day and I know what you mean about those awful headaches. I myself experience them every now and then...usually when I have not had enough water to drink or am super stressed out. I also talked to my doc and found out that certain types of headaches are linked to different causes. (ie; sinus are usually allergy related) She prescribed Flonase for mine because they were sinus related and it helped a little bit...I also had to use saline solution for dryness. Anyway, I noticed it only bothers me during seasonal changes and I was able to get it under control that way. Hope this helps.

Feel better
Linda

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Another day

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Today i feel a little bit better than I have been,but I still have problems with my sinuses. I am happy to be making up a day at work tomorrow. I can really use the money. emoticon

  
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SFERENTI 5/1/2010 2:38PM

    Sounds like things are looking up! Good for you!

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BET212 4/29/2010 9:07PM

    Glad you are feeling a little better. May the trend continue emoticon

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Another day

Sunday, April 25, 2010

I am so tired from being up all night choking fromcoughing my brains out. I don't think it is all from allergies alone. I am starting to get a little woried. emoticon emoticon

  
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MAINLADY 5/3/2010 9:37AM

    Are you on any new meds? Some make people cough - a lot! Hope you get some relief soon.

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