Today was a beautiful sunny day outside but for me it may as well have been raining and miserable for this is how I felt all day. Today is my Mothers birthday and I miss her more and more as the years go by. And mothers day is coming and I have nothing planned with any of my 3 children. They just do whatever pleases themselves.
I was off from work today and I had so much planned to do. I did nothing . I had a severe tenson headache and was so depressed that I could hardly hold my head up. I hate days like this. I don't know how to get rid of them. I need something in my life to look forward to.
I have been miserable with allergies for some time now, but today seems to be the worst of all. My head hurts, my nose hurts, my eyes hurt, my ears and my teeth hurt. Nothing I take seems to help at all. I feel horrible.