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Saturday, November 07, 2009

I know that every one of my blog entries is very negative and sad. I am very depressed and feel totally down all the time. I try to be up and feel better about life but it doesnt seem to work well. I have been single for many years(which is my choice) and dont really do very much except work. I dont get much sleep(I never was a sleeper all my life). I do not have any interests or goals to look forward to, I live a very boring life. So I dont think I am going to blog anymore. Thanks for listening t o me vent. emoticon

  
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MILLEE42 1/20/2010 5:45PM

    I hope you won't stop blogging. Have you seen a doctor about your depression? There are also some really good books, such as The Feeling Good Handbook, by David Burns that can do wonders for helping you work out the negative stuff.

Here's hoping we'll all feel better soon!

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LOONMOOSE 12/30/2009 2:43PM

  You commented on my blog (Thanks for that!) & I really related to what you said so I thought I'd come over & check you out. We seem to have a lot in common except I'm the forever optimist & keep expecting tomorrow to be different.

I'm such a terrible procrastinator that it took me 8 months just to get to day 2 here at SparkPeople! I also spent all my time working and sleep 4 hrs nightly & never feel motivated to do the people thing.

Just wanted to comment that you sure stuck to your guns & haven't even had a "cheat" blog since you quit - but yet you're still participating in others. You know... even if nothing different ever happens in your life, some of us might still like to know your thoughts & feelings. How about once weekly instead of daily? emoticon

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MCCALI59 11/25/2009 5:28PM

  I just feel so down lately and even worse that the holidays are here. I hate myself for feeling this way. emoticon

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RONIH2O 11/25/2009 11:16AM

    You should make your blog about little things you accomplish each day and then when you look back at it, you will see that life isn't so bad. I have been single for many years and have to make myself choose things to look forward to. I am lucky enough to have a son that keeps my spirits up, and you should find a walking partner or exercise partner and see what interests they have. There are all kinds of little inexpensive things you can do to make life interesting and fun. Go to the mall and sit and watch people. Then you can blog about that, but don't cut us off.

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CRYSTALANGEL28 11/11/2009 2:53PM

    Sorry for the delayed reply, i havn't had access to the internet for a while after moving house. Hey I wish i was there with you as i'm pretty low then we could have cup of tea/coffee etc and chat or go out etc......... let's pretend we are visiting each other and we are both happy.....then we go out and meet up with other people who motivate us........Happy dreams.
HUGSxxxx

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LOVINGLOSING2 11/8/2009 10:57AM

    Hi, I just wanted to say that like you, I've been a little depressed lately. We moved to a new place a couple of months ago and I have been down in the dumps ever since. But, I decided I'm going to get out of my depression. You can do the same. We just have to set our minds to it. You may have received this email the other day from SP. Here is a link to the PDF file, so I hope you can see it. It's a november calendar called "30 days to greater happiness". There's some very good advice on each day. I hope it'll help you. Please don't quit blogging! Blogging will help you talk things through and hopefully get out of the funk you're in! Also do private journaling at home. That's one of the things mentioned on the calendar, too. I hope this helps. Here is the link. http://www.sparkpeople.com/resource
/calendar_2007-11.pdf You'll probably need to copy and past it. Hope you feel better soon!

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CATCUTTER 11/8/2009 9:37AM

    MCCALI59
Sometimes we all have periods of being our own worst critics. DO NOT STOP BLOGGING!!!! That would be terrible. Look up not down. You can do it. As FLUTTERBUGCE find a group that you can share the same interests. Give it a try and let us know how you are doing. Love yourself and the rest will follow. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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AQUAGIRL08 11/8/2009 4:58AM

    Please don't stop writing your blogs! Venting is good for you. Is there a church group or civic group that you could join and get involved in? Maybe you can take up a hobby and join a group of other people who share the same hobby. Socializing has a way of boosting your mood and raising your spirits. Also, getting exercise does the same thing. Never give up on yourself. You are your own biggest cheerleader. You are worth the effort it takes to get healthy.

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MCCALI59 11/8/2009 12:08AM

  Thank you. i hope you are right. emoticon

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JOANN1212 11/7/2009 11:54PM

    I hope things start to look up for you!!

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Another day

Friday, November 06, 2009

Today was not a bad day overall. I just had dinner and am ready to sit in front of the T.V. and hope I dont fall asleep again.

  
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SKINNYRHEA 11/7/2009 12:49PM

    Sounds like you have a ho-hum life from your blogs. What is the vision for your future in 1 year. Look at the sunny side of life. Do you have kids, grandkids what else is happening in your life. How about making one positive statement each time you write in your blog. Was glad to hear you say it wasn't to bad and that is a step forward.
Hope your days are beginning to improve for you.

Rhea

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AFIFE0878 11/6/2009 8:15PM

    Glad u had a good day.

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Another day

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Today was not as bad as most of them are. I've had the usual mishaps, but managed to survive them. emoticon

  


Another day

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

today was very busy at work, but ut went fast. I am still tired from the sleep O lost when we turned back the clocks. They say you gain an hour of sleep but I lost one instead. emoticon

  
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MCCALI59 12/4/2009 4:09PM

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RONIH2O 12/4/2009 9:27AM

    I wonder if it's just your mind running around inside your head that keeps you awake?

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MCCALI59 11/4/2009 12:06AM

  You are very lucky. emoticon

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GISELE86 11/4/2009 12:04AM

  For me that extra hour turns into two or three.

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Another day

Monday, November 02, 2009

I still cannot catch up on the sleep I lost the night before. I am tired and going to bed soon, but at least I accomplished some things that I have been putting off.

Goodnight to all my spark friends. emoticon

  


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