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been awhile

Thursday, October 06, 2011

Need to get back on the blogging!!!Back on track with fitness, I am a machine!!lol


sugar cravings

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Im fine all day and stick to the plan except once dinner time hits and its over...I want sweets. Have to have that euphoric sugar satisfaction! I have a true sugar addiction!! :( Its like I need to join sugarholics anonymous...i cant be near it. I cave. Anyone have any tips??



Monday, August 22, 2011

Need some extra energy. Only got 6 hrs of sleep last night. Have to get back in the swing of things with school starting back up. 5am uugghh....if only I can go to work at 8am. I would love who am I kidding...I have one of the best job perks out there being a school bus driver, an awesome schedule with holidays off, no nights or weekends,and snow days! Any who...made a journal offline too so I can track my food and activity etc in case I cant make it onlline because it seems there is always someone waiting to get on the pc. Need a laptop!!! So I have been tracking faithfully for the last 2 days. I write it in the journal and then when I have time, I transfer the info to the pc. Gonna sleep good tonight


extra therapy today

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

went to therapy, and an al anon meeting and made sure I went for a walk. Feeling good now. Not the greatest but much better than I was. Made my therapy apts. for weekly on wed. instead of bi-weekly. Need extra help. But feeling better

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DEZZIEJAMES 8/20/2011 9:19AM

    emoticon You can pull through this! I have faith in you!!!

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Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Again I feel like his illness is taking over my life.Im losing focus on my wants. My goals are slowly disappearing.I feel depressed and withdrawn.Stress with chest pains and heart palpitations.Im so sick of living like this.Its fine for awhile then sure enough I break down and give him an inch and he takes a foot.It never ends.I go to therapy today thank god. I need to get back on track emotionally.He lingers here all day.Not working.Loses every job he has.Outside drinking in his truck.He has no clue what he puts me through.I want to focu son myself.It seems like I have to keep starting over.I kick him out for a few months and start feeling better and living my life.Then he eventually breaks me down with his sob stories.He comes back, he will be ok for awhile then sure enough it always starts back up again.He refuses to go to rehab.I need to get rid of him for good.Need to run away.I can never stay strong enough to keep my foot down.uuuggghhh feeling hopeless emoticon

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DEZZIEJAMES 8/20/2011 11:05AM

    I'm so sorry you're going through this. Only you know what is best for you. You're strong enough to pull through this... You really are. *HUGS*

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