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ANGRY..

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Has been such a bummer of a day for me..I've not got anything done today..I've not worked out, I've fought with my kid's..and I've bit everyone's head off that I've talked to..I'm thinking I shouldn't of even gotten out of bed this morning..I will have to pray harder and maybe for now..stay away from everyone..Maybe even go to bed early tonight..Maybe that will help me out..

  
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MELLIESUE13 2/16/2013 9:48PM

    Everything will be ok ... and tomorrow is another day. Its also another day closer to spring! You are not above being human MariaNel... I know you emoticon and you will be fine, I promise. Sending you lots of love your way emoticon

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DANCINCAJUN1 2/16/2013 5:56PM

    Think it is just a lazy day .... been lazy all day myself .... get a good night's sleep ... kiss everyone tonight before retiring and then get up on the other side of the bed in the morning .... everything will be just fine ... Roc
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CATSPANK 2/16/2013 3:24PM

    Blogging is good to get it out and get your head space clear. Try working out hard, it always gets my anger out and I feel better when I do. Feel better soon!

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TKLBRIDGET 2/16/2013 3:23PM

    I hope tomorrow is a better day for you!
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BEANBYDESIGN 2/16/2013 3:21PM

    Going to bed early is a great idea. I know I get really edgy sometimes with lack of sleep, and a good night's rest can make everything seem so much more manageable and less stressful. Feel better!

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Good morning

Friday, February 08, 2013

Its raining here in Ohio..and my back hurts..I guess I over did it..again..I can see where I did just that as I've not had this much energy in forever..I bathed both dog's yesterday and did a lot of cleaning that I've not done in forever..I did all my laundry which in itself is a wonder..lol...Still it makes me wonder how I'm going to go back to work when I can't do house work without having to feel like I'm back to square one..Anyways..this isn't a complaint..I will keep my chin up and take a day to do light stuff..Don't want to stop my tread mill as Im so afraid if I do..I won't get back on it again...I'm really not seeing any weight loss yet..but I know it will come..I keep telling myself that I KNOW the changes I've made are for the better..So I will sooner or later have to loss it..lol..There are two ways to look at this ..I could sit and sulk and feel bad about my back and tail bone and the lack of the loss , tell myself whats the use..and that was my first thought this morning..or I could choose to keep a steady pace ..I choose the steady..And in the end I have to have Faith, and I do, that through God, all things are possible..Enjoy your day all and God bless

  
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DANCINCAJUN1 2/8/2013 10:34AM

    Just having all that new energy is a big payoff for your exercising and activities .... you will be surprised how strong you will get but yes, it doesn't happen over night .... keep going strong. Rocie
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MILPAM3 2/8/2013 7:19AM

  Yes, and losing until you meet your goal is possible. Good that you know you can trust Him to help you keep on track and make good choices. He can heal your back, too; He healed mine!


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RAPUNZEL53 2/8/2013 6:39AM

  Good Luck!

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A day of rest

Thursday, February 07, 2013

So my honey is a Reservist and is gone and will be so for a month..we are 7 day's into it and I miss him like crazy..I'm hoping when he comes home to be a different person..I'm hoping to loose a few pounds and maybe even get my hair done..Kinda like a make over..Only I hope to make mine a life changing "Make Over"..I don't want to just do this for him..but for me as well..Each day I get up so excited to see if I can tell ..I may not be able to see RIGHT now the weight coming off..But I feel different and that is all that matters..I think I will have to stay off of my exercise bike a while as my tail bone still isn't healed and I've not done it any favors by working out on my bike..but the tread mill I can do..Heart Dr. cleared me yesterday to go back to work..I will still and always will have the heart troubles I've had ..but ..knowing they are there and to stay calm is half the battle..Now I wait to see my GYNO Dr and hopfully be back to work by March..Well is time for breakfast ..hope everyone has a blessed day today

  
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DANCINCAJUN1 2/7/2013 8:33PM

    that time will be gone in no time ... keep up your enthusiasm and spark . .... I know what you mean about the bike and the tail .... ouch .... I went out and got me some padded britches ... helped a bunch ! Roc
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HOLLYM48 2/7/2013 6:51PM

    That is tough to have your husband gone for a month. I hope it passes fast for you and he is home before you know it. Good for you that you are here and ready to make changes. Do it for yourself first and then let the others appreciate all of the benefits you will reap! Good luck on your journey.
Thanks so much for stopping by my little dog blog too. Those little dogs will steal your heart and they are such loyal companions!
I am adding you as a friend and I hope you will add me back!
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MELLIESUE13 2/7/2013 11:36AM

    You can do it Marianel. Of course, this should be all about you. Your hubby will not be able to NOT see the difference, but the changes are for you first.
Congrats on your achievments so far, it certainly makes all the difference in the world in our outlook when we feel better inside.
I hope you have a wonderful day.....and enjoy the sunshine. God bless you always. emoticon

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SNOWING....AGAIN LOL

Monday, February 04, 2013

So its snowing again..Not that I mind it..It is just so beautiful out..Kid's are all excited cause they have a good chance at being off again tomorrow..I'm excited for them..Reminds me of when I was little..
Today was a great day for me..Im so happy for a change..I got up this morning and read my Bible something I really wish I was better at doing..I worked out on my exercise bike (20 mins) and even on my treadmill (20)..I didn't lay down or take a nap..I cleaned my dinning room carpet (shampooed it again) and did most of my laundry..I can remember when I was younger and not to long ago that I could work an 8 hour factory job and come home and clean my house and have energy to spare..Guess that's what happens when one gets older..Just can't do as much as one use to do..
My friend has shown me a lot about this SparkPeople pages..and I'm starting to think I might just get the hang of this..lol..Now to make some new friends..I'd just love that..Well if your reading this I hope you have a wonderful night ..

  
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MARIANEL13 2/7/2013 8:03AM

    Thank you MellieSue..and your right..I have come a long way..So thankful to be setting here typeing on this computer..I think Im done with the snow for a while..Im so ready for spring..and thank you EWL978, and Dancincajun1..I'm going to try my best to keep on the path..is hard not to stray and thank you to Fitandfifty2 how nice of you all to give me , a stranger, support..is very touching and I am so greatful..please all of you have a blessed day

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MELLIESUE13 2/6/2013 4:20AM

    I remember when you could barely get out of bed....... look at the progress you're making! I am so happy for you. And, if I could, I'd show you by giving you ALL of my snow too! lol. Seriously though, I am glad that you are feeling better and enjoying SP. emoticon

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DANCINCAJUN1 2/5/2013 9:08AM

    I honestly think we will make it through the daylight hours without snow today ..... sounds like you had a great active day .... I had a great 8 1/2 hr sleep so I am gonna "git er done" today .... plenty to do for sure ... Roc

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FITANDFIFTY2 2/5/2013 12:51AM

    Enjoy your pretty snow! I love how quiet is is outside when it is falling, so peaceful! emoticon

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EWL978 2/4/2013 10:52PM

    Hi there!!!! I can honestly say that I no longer miss snow!! But, then, I've had my share of it for years.

Enjoy it all....and keep on keeping on. emoticon

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ME

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Who knew that writing about ones self would be so dag gone hard..lol...I mean how much do you tell?..Once a long time ago I lost a bunch of weight on weight watchers with my sister and my niece..So I know it "CAN" be done..I remember how wonderful it felt to be able to lift my leg to my chest and think wow it wasn't uncomfortable at all..I remember looking at myself in the mirror and thinking how wonderful I looked..I don't know how I did it..I just can't seem to get myself motivate to do anything..I wish I could blame it on the weather..but truth is I know its me and my choices ..I just had a hysterectomy (Dec.) and it didn't go so well..and then a few day's later I found myself in the hospital once again only over my heart..I'm still in the dark so to speak as to what really happened to me I thought maybe it was the valve that needs to be replaced but they say its to do with the mechanical part of my heart..I don't know about you but I hate waiting..I won't get to see my heart Dr. till next week..so waiting is almost over..He will let me know if its ok to go back to work..That to is a toss up..Part of me would love to just stay home and never go back..but then I think of all the kid's I work around and how much I care for them..They are already sending me messages telling me they miss me just as much..And I am only 45 but I feel more like 75..Please pray for me that I will have more motivation so that I can get my health back..Thank you and have a blessed evening

  
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MARIANEL13 2/7/2013 7:47AM

    Thank You MellieSue and HMAZIS ..sorry I didn't comment earlier but I am just learning how to work my page...each day is something new..not just on this computer but also in my life..something to truly be thankful for..Thanks for the support and prayers...I really needed them..God bless

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MELLIESUE13 1/31/2013 6:46PM

    Give your body time to heal. Start with slow simple things and move onward and upward. I KNOW you can do it! emoticon I am saying prayers for you daily, and our God is an awesome God. So, I believe. emoticon

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HOLLYM48 1/31/2013 5:31PM

    I will send prayers your way! The best thing about working out is that it actually gives you more energy. I was at a place in my life a few years ago that I would come home from work at 330- or 4p and by 630p I was really ready to go to bed. It was a pretty tough time in my life but I started exercising and now my life is totally turned around. I still go to bed pretty early because I get up at 530a but it is closer to 9p. I hope you are feeling better soon. You are too young to feel so old. One day at a time.
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