Wednesday, July 07, 2010
I have been inspired recently by some people doing visual before and after shots as well as in progress pix. Well, I am definatly in progress but when I lost 25 lbs. I posted this picture:
Now today, I was in Petsmart and I bought a 35 pound bag of dog food. This is how much weight I have lost since March 10, 2010
I dont know what this says about me using dog food as a gauge, but I do love seeing the progress I am making. It is really kind of amazing because for the first time in a long time, I dont cringe when I see a picture of me and I am excited to keep this journey going and be one of the spark people success stories, too! Keep up the hard work everyone, we are looking FINE!
Sunday, July 04, 2010
Here is a picture of me and my gorgeous daughters from this weekend. We went for an all girl cousin-sister-daughter-neice weekend and it was alot of fun. We watched some home movies, looked at photo albums, had great food and a wonderful time. I feel great and made fairly good choices and really enjoyed my time with the women I love. My girls (19 and 24) are so special to me and a huge part of why I want to get healthy and be here for them as long as I can. (I also want grandkids but hey, Im not nagging! Much) They are such strong, insanely funny people who take life by the horns and bend it to their will. I have learned so much by being their Mom. My youngest, the blond, Kady, has crohns disease and has suffered horribly for the last 4 years but she will not let it beat her and is currently doing very well. She reminds me to not let health get away from me. I am a proud mommy.
Thursday, July 01, 2010
here is my sisters blog about shorts on the ground (you can read my blog about pants on the ground). yea we are sisters..lol.
On another note, I had a victory today. I drove my RV today and the arms on the seat actually fit down over my butt and legs...that is a first! It was an unexpected confirmation that I am indeed smaller!!!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
I am in a bad situation here, kids. I have had iron will since I started this deal in March. I have lost 35 pounds. People cannot beleive how strong I have been. I have had a hard time believing it too! But today, the old me is trying to take over!! Im at a disadvantage. I am TTOM (that time of month) and I am so hungry and not just hungry, but craving sugar. It is the first time this has happened to me since I have been on SP.
MY hubby and I took the dog and went to the lake yesterday. Had a nice day. Then came home and my girls had baked a lemon cake (one of my top 5 favs). So I was ok about it, stuck it in the frig, out of sight, out of mind, right?
Uh no. This is one of the most powerful cakes I have come across. It has been calling me all day from my outside office. I have been thinking about that damn cake. So after lunch, went back to office then came through to run to the store. Opened the frig to check on supplies and there it was. It literally LEAPED into my hands, plate and all! I did not know a lemon cake could move so fast.
I understood then and there, I would be eating this cake, so I gave myself permission and cut a 2" by 2" peice. I got a fork and thought I will eat it nicely and slowly. Uh, again with the leaping,right into my mouth! So I stopped fighting it, gave in, enjoyed my peice standing in the kitchen with my purse and car keys in hand. Got into my car and thought "well, thats that. You better factor that in for the rest of the day. No problem, I have some wiggle room, so off to the store.
Came back, put some stuff away in the frig and WHAM! That SOB jumped right back into my hands!! Another square into the mouth.
Now I am starting to feel a bit crazy, weak and ashamed and I dont friggin like that one bit. So I wrapped that bad boy up in Blue saran wrap as tight as possible and shoved him so far down and back in the frig, someone will have to ask me where it is to find it. I think I have a grip now, after blogging this and realizing the cake had its moment in the sun but now I will have mine.
I have a stir fry planned for dinner tonight, very healthy and yummy. I am not afraid to open the frig since the cake is secure but damn, we had a moment there, didnt we? Sometimes maybe you have to go back to remember how far you have come. That cake? Would have won just a few short months ago. It may have got it's licks in (yea, that's intentional. Im funny like that) but I am the big winner. Cake 2 (pcs), Jan 35 (pounds). Progress, not perfection!
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
I just got back from Utah for 12 days (including 2 days to get there and back), hours of driving in cars, other people's cooking, snacking, Captain Morgan. On the plus side, I took my own snacks, did cook some of the meals with my sister, and did some walking (see previous blogs and goals). Today I got on the scale with trepidation. My plan was to at least maintain while I was gone but I worried I had gained weight. I told myself it was ok no matter what because this is my life and things are going to come up and that I did the best that I could.
So I was going to make this a competition but I am lousy at waiting to share news so here it is:
I gained 6 Ounces!!! Seriously! I am so excited about that crummy 6 ounces! It shows me I can live the life I want, not feeling deprived, have a little bit of this and that, stay on track with excercise and still be on track. I am patting myself on my own smaller back because of the PROGRESS I have made. This same trip last year saw me laying on the couch, eating and drinking everything, barely making it through the day with my lazy a$$, grouchy, self and this time? I walked! I climbed! I rode 4 wheelers through crazy mountains! I danced (in the dirt and rocks with my husband) and I feel 1 million percent better than I have in a long time!
Now I am home and back on a tighter tracking situation. I have a cousin weekend coming up next week and I am hoping to hit my 35 pound loss by then. If not, no sweat, because I know I will get there, pass that goal up and get all the way to where I want to be 111 pounds from where I started. I love sparkpeople and I am so grateful I found it. Setting goals has changed my every day life and my entire future. Now I am able to share that with other people and make a difference in their lives too.
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