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Friday, March 26, 2010

What occured to me today is this:
I am kind of a control freak. I like to do things myself, I dont trust others to do it correctly, I dont like to fly because I am in someone else's control, I try to fix everything for everyone yet my eating has been totally out of control!

Which is why I am here now. It seems so silly to let the one thing control me! Now I am taking control of my eating which is a healthier way to control things than how I have been before. I feel better, I am more optimistic and it is soo much easier than I ever thought it would be!

I have lost 13 pounds in 2 weeks and it is kind of shocking since I write down everything I eat now and I still need to eat more on some days! It just goes to show how mindlessly I have been eating and using food to deal with life. I have stopped that behavior and you know what? Control feels good!

  
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TEXWIFE 3/26/2010 7:18PM

    Sis I'm so proud of you. Now even jc is on board we will be the hottest girls at my 50th birthday party, and oh by the way macaroni salad is never an option! LOL emoticon

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TEXWIFE 3/26/2010 7:17PM

    Sis I'm so proud of you. Now even jc is on board we will be the hottest girls at my 50th birthday party, and oh by the way macaroni salad is never an option! LOL emoticon

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TEXWIFE 3/26/2010 7:14PM

    Sis I'm so proud of you. Now even jc is on board we will be the hottest girls at my 50th birthday party, and oh by the way macaroni salad is never an option! LOL emoticon

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MAMADWARF 3/26/2010 2:56PM

    Thank you!! I think why this is working so well for me is how accounable I have to be and how much awareness I have of what I am eating. It has been really inspiring. Note: I have a LOT of wieght to lose so I think that makes it easier to lose it than if you just have a little...

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DLDROST 3/26/2010 1:49PM

  Thank you soooo much I have the exact same problem I worry that if I don't do it it won't be done correctly 13 pounds thats amazing I can't even lose 5 wow soooo happy for you

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