Saturday, April 02, 2011
Ok, today was day 7 of being OP, (on plan)seven days of doing everything i'm suppose to work the program. So I get up and get on the scales, i've kept them in the closet so I have no idea what they are going to say........ I look down and what do my eyes see?
Nope, not a loss but a gain. A gain. yet again. Not much mind you 0.2 but it is there. After all my hard work, all that exercise, all that hope, my dreams where dashed in a second. Now i'm not going to lie to you I took those and I threw them back in the closet. With tears in my eyes I finished getting ready for my workout. I mean what was I going to do but keep doing what i've been doing. So after a long and a short I decided that my only option was to continue.
Nope I will not give in. I will not let this moment define my days or my weeks. Now yes it could be that this is my time of the month. But come on now, I would of much rather stayed the same then to have that gain. But i'm over it. I've moved onwards and upwards....or downwards this next weigh in I hope. I have checked on the scales and they are doing fine. No worse for the wear. You know this week was all about choices. Mine. I was and am finally making good choices and then this. So I will keep going and no give up. I'm strong, determined and it saddens me that i've taken this long to lose my weight, but it was all for a reason. I needed to learn so much along the journey. I'm learning each day. I will not hang my head over this. I will move forward with pride that I had a great seven days and I will begin number eight with a smile.
I have options....but quitting isn't one of them.