Thursday, September 09, 2010
Enough self doubt, enough self blame, enough self sabotage. today is new, fresh, and i'm on it. I kick myself so much that I wonder if I'm able to move. I can't do that anylonger. Yesterday I survived the day but OMG the evening food I ate. So this has to stop. I will not do this to myself anylonger. I have goals, plans in place, new tactics, new friends to walk beside me as well as old still standing with me.
Kristi, we are going to do this, Kricket enough, i"m with you on this journey, cathy, I want to be where your at, and sandra...i'm going to be standing with you at goal soon. we all came to this journey together and by george i'm going to finish with each of you in turn. If you get there before me, please be patient with me, I have days and they slow me down, but i'm coming. If I reach it before you, i'll wait on you to join me before proceeding on.
we are strong women, we can see this through. I'm ready to beat this nonesense. Afterall it is a small thing standing in my way...well somewhat. but i'm stronger then the craving, I just havn't let myself see that in quite a while. But watch out i'm back ;and i'm mad.......
So my friends.....lets show um how it is done. Ready, set, go.