Friday, May 28, 2010
I had set two new years resolutions this year. I wanted and still want each completed by the end of the year. My two where simple yes, but each has it's own steps to overcome. First was to open a savings account finally, and second was to reach my goal weight....Nope I didn't reach my goal weight but I did open the savings account. I even set up automatic deposits with my work. I"m ready for my future now. Well i'm heading in that direction.
I wish I could of said my goal weight....but alas i'm still about 15 pounds from that one. But I have faith in myself that I will overcome and reach it this year. I'm working hard at it and i've increased my activity level a lot this spring and i'm heading in the right direction.
I hope that before the year is over I will have my next goal met. You know opening that darn account was so easy...took all of five minutes of mine and my hubbies time. Why oh why did I let life get in the way so often? You know what? This journey i'm on is a lot like that. I'm enjoying exercise, cardio most of all, and I'm eating healthy most all the time, I do bend for chips on occasion and a bit of chocolate, it is so easy really to live this lifestyle that I have to wonder what I was waiting for all those years I was so unhappy and overweight. don't get me wrong i'm still overweight, my goal is to have my bmi in the normal range, but i'm happy with me.
I guess that was the hard part. Learning to see me for me. I was so unhappy on the inside that I couldn't make the outside even remotely appear happy. Now i'm happy with me on the inside and the rest just shines through. Thank you spark and spark friends alike for that one.
So it is getting late, i'm tired and I have to work tomorrow. So i'm off to bed. I will succeed with my second resolution. This one is just taking a bit longer is all. You do know good things come to those who wait.