Saturday, December 12, 2009
Here I sit ready to start my day. I have so much i want to do and probably won't get much done. I sit here thinking out my day and so far i'm still sparking. I just love this site. I enjoy earning points, get fitness points (makes you want to do it to see them add up), I enjoy the meal tracker. Sometimes I think of this as a game. But alas it is reality. When we look back at a weeks worth of meals, exercise, and such we see all that we have accomplished.
Yes i'm the worlds worst for getting down on me. But when I look back over the week i see that the day i ate a total of 1751 calories was just that one day. I have been exercising even though I should be getting outside, the cold keeps me in, i'm getting it on the stationary bike and my nordic trak. I'm looking around for a treadmill and i hope to have one soon. But with the holitdays it is not me i need to worry about just yet but my family.
when i say i'm not worrying about me that isn't what i mean. i worry about me all the time. i mean what i want is just that a want, not a need. i'm trying to be a bit better with wants and needs. you know in the bible it says "there shall be no other idol above me" and the lord meant it. so when i want, i put other "items" before him and i can't do that. if i need it it will be provided. This has been shown to me so many times. '
BUt I digress....tomorrow is weigh in day for me. i'm fairly confident and if i have a stall or a gain. oh well that is life. i will move on to the next week because i can. i have goals and with each step it brings me that much closer to them.
i want to wish all a wonderful day today. get out, get moving and just enjoy this saturday that the lord has given to us. afterall he did wake us up this morning and he didn't have to.