Sunday, September 15, 2013
The road to success has many tempting parking places and rest stops. Just keep going!
When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."
As some of you know I've been on a roller coaster ride with this journey. I have had thoughts of just throwing up my hands and yelling "UNCLE" just because some weeks I can't take anymore. My weight is the same, has been the same, and I really don't know what else to do. Now I know that some say maybe your where you are meant to be....The point is this....my weight is the same it has been for over a year now....154.4. I go down one up one, i'm riding a see saw and don't want to anymore.
Now before you ask yes I exercise....yesterday I walked 3.2 miles mile holding a small dog with a limp because she couldn't walk the whole way, while another dog is on a leash pulling us to and fro....so yes i'm moving. I work out every morning before work either on the bike, the elliptical, or the treadmill, and I walk on my off and late days.
Food? I stay within my calorie range daily...I even finished this week 400 calories under my budget for the week. So the question is menopause? I'm in it and I guess it is holding me back. Or I guess I need to revamp it all. I just don't know anymore what to do. I do know that I just want to give up and say the hell with this because it doesn't seem to be working anyways. But in the back of my mind I can't. I won't give up on myself. So I will proceed from here and see what can be tweaked and what is ok.
I just don't know anymore. I do know this....i'm losing the energy to continue on.