Thursday, April 16, 2009
well since i haven't blogged since sunday i guess i should give an update...this week has been tougher than some others. i can't really give a reason. i have to say i haven't gotten groceries like i should of and that has played a big part. i'm getting in my exercise but my food choices are limited. i've decided a budget was needed and i've got my list going. saturday is the day i will follow through with that. all this cutting corners in making me crazy. but i will do what is needed to get myself back on track financially. i have helped my son out and it has put me in a tight place. i know i shouldn't of but he is my child and i can go without right. wrong, never put yourself last. that is how i got here in the first place needing to loose this weight. i always put myself last.. now i'm first, and i want to stay first. so a mistake turned into a lesson learned. this to shall pass. my weight is dropping and guess i'm still good on that point, so now if my financial trouble could drop that would put me in a great place. we shall see. next week will be a better week for me. at least tax time is over. i owed for that also and that hasn't left me very happy either. oh well, struggle all year and give back to the government for monies earned but not entitled to. kinda doesn't seem very fair does it. oh well such is life in america. so till next time i will get there from here.