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Today I take on MYSELF

Monday, July 29, 2013


Today is the first day of the rest of your life.
- Anonymous

With every rising of the sun
Think of your life as just begun.
- Ella Wheeler Wilcox
See the entire poem You and Today

Don't Wait!
Start on your dreams, your impulses,
your longings, your special occasions today.
Because this is your moment.
- Mary Anne Radmacher

From small beginnings come great things.
- Anonymous

You're off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting,
So... get on your way!
- Dr. Seuss

Yesterday I was so upset over the scales and what they had the say that I was ready to throw in the towel. I mean this has been ongoing for a while now and really it is getting old. But instead I got on my stationary bike and rode for 30 minutes (it was raining at that time), Then I had a healthy breakfast and began my day. Later my daughter and I headed out and got in a 3 mile walk. I then came home and cleaned up and had a healthy dinner. I finished the day under my calories. I know not good but really I had drank so much water yesterday there was no way I could get that last 100 calories in.

So the moral of my story........I decided to take on myself and in that I took on the little monster that has been ruling my weigh ins. No more. I have to begin somewhere and that somewhere is here and now. I took a moment yesterday evening and I read some old journal entries......I was shocked. I had been one pound from goal and as I read I saw where I just kinda gave up and the weigh ins got worse and worse. the saddest part.....most of it was this past winter. So what to do about that? Well dust my butt off and get back to that place.



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FISHINGLADY66 7/30/2013 9:28PM

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WALLAHALLA 7/29/2013 6:07PM

    good 4 u

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111BUTTERFLY111 7/29/2013 8:17AM

    So glad you pulled out those old journals for inspiration. YOU can do this! emoticon

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CANADIANFROG09 7/29/2013 7:56AM

    Great blog!

Thanks for sharing! emoticon emoticon

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1935MARY 7/29/2013 7:33AM

    Hey Michelle. I love your blog because I can relate to it. I was going through the same thing. Although I would read on here people losing 2,3 lbs. a week or that they had lost 100 of lbs. I was happy for them ,but I let it discourage me because I am a slow losser. I only lost 16 in 10 months and I should of been happy with that, my sugars and cholesterol was down,but I got away from from I was doing and I knew my numbers would be up. When I went to the doctor they were. I told her I had got off track and she said I know you will get back on track,then instead of her being mad at me ,she said Carol I am so proud of you, you have lost 7 lbs in 5 months, that is so great. To me this was a small amount to her it was great. She gave me new inspiration. I am still getting on track and I changed my goal to health first and the weight loss will come. Now I read blogs for inspiration and truly am happy for the weigh people lose, I know now I can too, It is just going to take longer. Thanks for your blog. Have a happy healthy day

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MILLEDGE2 7/29/2013 7:22AM

    We're all struggling along the same path. But the "you got this" poster says it all (and I'm saving this for my own morale boost)! If you give up, you go right back to the beginning and why would you want to do that?

Have a great and successful day today! emoticon

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Really??????

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Instead of thinking, "It hasn't worked before," think, "I'll try again!"

All life is change.
Release your attachment to the way things have been,
and wend your way joyfully
through life's unfolding majesty.
-Jonathan Lockwood Huie

Well of course today was my weigh in day. I'm up yet again. I was down four last week and i'm up almost two this week. Why?????? that is the question i'm asking. Why? Why bother, why try, why go without? I mean each week is the same crap just a new day.

Well I've been here a bit and i'm telling you I don't much like it. So what to do? Well get moving of course. Get planning, get moving, get ready for the changes. Yup I've been here done this so many times. Kinda makes me wonder if this week will be any different than the others.

I took my monthly measurements and i'm down 3.5 inchs. So change is happening just not on the scales so much. I read a blog about the healthy lifestyle living and not worrying about weight. Well maybe that is what I need to do. Stop worrying about the numbers and start living. I just don't know at this point. I want to throw in the towel but then I see my two buddies losing and I want to do it like them. But each week is the same crap. I just don't know anymore.

I really just want to emoticon Who am I kidding this isn't working for me.

Michelle.

  
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WALLAHALLA 7/28/2013 9:10PM

    emoticon frustration stinks

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FRISKYBOY 7/28/2013 12:43PM

    Try not to think of the numbers on the scales. I did that and all they did was make me frustrated all the time. I wanted more! Look at how far you've come. Stay focused on your Goal if you have one, and if you don't make one even if it's a small one. For example : My goal is to lose 10 lbs so I can buy myself a pair of dress boots, and a nice outfit. I want to look hot when I shop for groceries, or walk in the Mall. I know you CAN DO IT! I don't know you , but I feel strongly that you're a "GO GETTER! Think of how much you would like to lose in a week and find the motivation to get there. Eat your healthy foods, journal, get your oil in and you'll find a weight loss soon. Think Positive... I Believe in you!

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KENTUCKYWOMAN 7/28/2013 8:24AM

    I know how frustrating that scale can be Michelle, but look at what you have already done....over 21 days being on plan. We are women so many things that don't even make sense or we even consider can make that scale move upward. The other day I read that humidity can make you weight more....well you do live in the South. Hang in there, you are feeling better, you are losing inches. No bag of potato chips will make you feel that good.
Hugs,
Joan

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111BUTTERFLY111 7/28/2013 8:08AM

    As long as you're still in a hormonal phase of life, your weight is going to fluctuate like this. So you just keep going. And if weekly weigh-ins are too tough for you, monthly weigh-ins are an option. Plan them on the week when you know you are going to be your lowest ... when your hormones are cooperating with you. Make the scale work with you, make it be a tool that is for your benefit. Obviously the tape measure already is. And shouting a BIG emoticon for THAT victory!!!

Keep up the GREAT work!! YOU are sooooo worth the effort!!

"Make a pledge to yourself right now, to declare that you are worth your time and energy."
- Deborah Day

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NELLJONES 7/28/2013 7:56AM

    One of the first things you hear when you go to AA is that "your best thinking got you here". And "Don't drink, go to meetings, and change your whole life". And "your intuition about everything is wrong". The common paraphrase of the first 3 steps of the 12 Step Program is "I have a problem, I can't do this my way, I think I'll listen to others".

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Patience

Saturday, July 27, 2013



I have often wondered how much patience I really have. I mean I know this journey takes time, it isn't all about the scales, and yada yada yada, but in reality I want it yesterday. I want someone to say "hey have you lost weight? " I feel like right now i'm the only one to notice. So i'm patient....or so I think until I get on the scales and then i'm not so patient anylonger. I want it now. I want to see the numbers drop, yup they did this past week, but then comes the doubts....will it happen this week, was that a fluke, maybe it was just water and this week it will be back, you know you've been there.

I mean they say don't rely on the scales for confirmation that your doing it right. But doesn't this all come down to numbers? Calories in and calories out= numbers, weigh in's= numbers, measurments= numbers. It is all about numbers. Well so how can this be so darn hard? We know the numbers we just have to use them and put them in practice.

So as I head off to my Saturday, my last chance day, I will be thinking about numbers. Because I've worked hard, had a stumble, picked me back up and now i'm wondering if that was all I could of done.

We shall see.

Michelle.

  
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TIMOTHYNOHE 7/27/2013 4:07PM

    Just hang in there. It happens.

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111BUTTERFLY111 7/27/2013 8:05AM

    Enjoy your day ... being the emoticon YOU that you can be!!!
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SIMLANNA 7/27/2013 8:04AM

    I know what you are feeling (I bet lots of us do). The scales plateaued for me a couple of weeks ago and I've been hopping on and off of them several times a day and wiggling around to try to get that number down. But, yesterday I wore a pair of pants that I couldn't have worn a couple of weeks ago and I bought a really cute dress that I wouldn't have been able to get on then either. I'm clinging to that kind of evidence.
Also, I've been taking nutrition classes and so I'm sticking to the lifestyle changes because research shows that they improve health at any weight So, even if I never lose another pound, I"m doing the right thing. Yeah, I'll be disappointed, but I'll keep telling myself that.

Good luck with your last chance work out but, more importantly, have fun with it!



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Just the beginning

Friday, July 26, 2013

Don't be afraid to take one small step at a time they'll add up to great strides!

Denise

All endeavor calls for the ability
to tramp the last mile,
shape the last plan, endure the last hours toil.
The fight to the finish spirit is the one...
characteristic we must posses
if we are to face the future as finishers.
- Henry David Thoreau

Well I've finished my 21 days to a new me goal. So now what I wonder? I wonder what is in store for me now. Do I quit because I've hit 21 days, do I continue and become the person I've started this goal to become? Well I continue on of course. Nothing worth having was ever easy and I have come to learn that this journey is most certainly not an easy one. There will always be foods I adore, more for the memories than anything, there will always be food pushers, picnics, parties, it will come down to how I choose to handle those moments on this journey that will determine my outcome.

Now I will slip and fall, I won't sit here and tell ya I won't, but I hope that I have learned or am learning to pick myself up and dust off my butt and keep moving forward. I have goals to reach and they don't all include weight loss. Sometimes this journey isn't just about the weight we lose but the strength we gain in ourselves.

So today day 22 is just the beginning to the me I've been working on. I am strong and I can succeed in this.



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KENDRACARROLL 7/26/2013 3:28PM

    Great job! Keep up the good work.

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111BUTTERFLY111 7/26/2013 10:52AM

    YOU are strong. You will continue on being stronger and better. I can just imagine how far you can go!!! emoticon

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21/21: The end????

Thursday, July 25, 2013

The rest of your life begins right now. Ready, set, go!

True courage is taking another small step each day
toward achieving your vision.
- Jonathan Lockwood Huie

Today is my last day of my "21 days to a new me" I did it. Did I succeed? Yup, am I finished? Nope....I have the rest of my life to enjoy the new lifestyle I've set out for myself. I may not be perfect, and I may stumble but one thing is for sure....I will succeed. I don't give up and though I may take a while to reach my goals I do it. I don't just throw in the towel and say the hell with it. So yup this 21 days was so worth the effort.

Now what to work on next? I think maybe my exercise. I love to exercise but I find if I slow down just a bit I often take a while to get back into the groove. So I believe maybe finding a habit I can live with on a day to day basis is what is next.

SO what will you do next?

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FISHINGLADY66 7/25/2013 8:09PM

    emoticon You have proved to yourself you can do. You are motivated and you will succeed. Way to go Michelle. I'm so proud of you.

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WALLAHALLA 7/25/2013 2:19PM

    keep on keepin' on

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KENTUCKYWOMAN 7/25/2013 12:46PM

    I am so very proud of you. emoticon

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111BUTTERFLY111 7/25/2013 7:46AM

    YOU are sooooo on the right road!!! emoticon Growing by leaps and bounds!! I'm soooooo happy for you, Michelle!!!

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TRYINGHARD54 7/25/2013 7:45AM

    keep moving !!

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