Saturday, July 27, 2013
I have often wondered how much patience I really have. I mean I know this journey takes time, it isn't all about the scales, and yada yada yada, but in reality I want it yesterday. I want someone to say "hey have you lost weight? " I feel like right now i'm the only one to notice. So i'm patient....or so I think until I get on the scales and then i'm not so patient anylonger. I want it now. I want to see the numbers drop, yup they did this past week, but then comes the doubts....will it happen this week, was that a fluke, maybe it was just water and this week it will be back, you know you've been there.
I mean they say don't rely on the scales for confirmation that your doing it right. But doesn't this all come down to numbers? Calories in and calories out= numbers, weigh in's= numbers, measurments= numbers. It is all about numbers. Well so how can this be so darn hard? We know the numbers we just have to use them and put them in practice.
So as I head off to my Saturday, my last chance day, I will be thinking about numbers. Because I've worked hard, had a stumble, picked me back up and now i'm wondering if that was all I could of done.
We shall see.