Thursday, February 07, 2013
Ok, confession time....this week has been a bit of a flop. I've not written it all down, i've done some exercise but not a lot, I went on a "field trip" with my hubby and grandson to the Battleship in Mobile yesterday and I did bring healthy snacks, I did get a water when Landon wanted to have a snack. But then we stopped at Mcdonalds for lunch and yup I skipped right over the salad selections and headed for the big daddy of all sandwiches.....The BIG MAC and yup I ordered the meal. And you know what? I ate it all and I loved every bite. I had no mac sauce and a diet drink so that should level out right? Ok wrong i'm not completely ignorant.
Now it could of all stopped there but nope, I came home and had two donuts and a coffee for my "dinner". Now I know some will say "it was only one day" but the truth is that it wasn't one day. I ate all six of the donuts that I brought into this house, I ate lunch out at Mcdonalds on Saturday and yup I had the same meal. I have eaten my way through a lot of garbage this week. So with that said I have to tell ya.....I don't hate myself, I'm not beating me up, I'm not saying WHY OH WHY because I know why.....I wanted it.
I see so many blogs, messages and such where they cry or bang their heads over the overeating but i'm not going to lie.....I loved it. I enjoyed each and every bite. Now with that said and cleared out of my head and my consience I also have to say this.....
I've got a new, clean page, brighter pen, new stickers. I'm ready to reach some goals. So today is a new day and really if i'm honest of a new trend. So i'm going to give the rest of this week all I can, i'm going to write each bite, i'm going to do my darndest to get my water in, and i'm going to exercise a bit longer.
It is all about the choices we make and the choices are what makes us.