Thursday, January 05, 2012
It is funny or well maybe it isn't. I began this new journey yet again on my fourth sparkaversary. I have never quit on spark but I feel sometimes I may have quit on myself. So I finally had the aha moment that we all get the New Year and I began fresh. Well that lasted a few days. Then my hubby in all his wisdom gets two large pizzas. Well since my brother in law is now a tenant with us for a bit I guess that was his way of fixing dinner. But let me tell ya a secret....pizza is my downfall. I can't eat just one. Slice that is. I had three. Ok I journaled it and I moved forward. To the next day....m+m's, crackers, and then when I got home two more slices of that wonderful mouth watering pizza. So what did I learn from all this? I can't be trusted around pizza, snacks, or crackers. Ok, I maybe can if my mind is where it should be. But as I said we have a new tenant for a while and it has thrown my body into a tizzy. So I have told all about my new plan for the next week, I asked what foods he eats and made a shopping list for new and healthy foods.
I haven't given up on my goals. Yeah they change from day to day or week to week depending. But I have never really given up on me. I may have just shelved them for a bit. So as I leave you today as I have spilled my guts and left me accountable to me I begin to work on me and what it is that I need to do for me. It all comes back to choices and the choices I make for myself.