Saturday, June 09, 2012
I m that support person. The person that everyone comes to. I have an exfriend who I haven't really dealt with much over the last cpl of yrs other then when ever she is in need she seems to come looking for me. I seem to know what to say to help ppl thru pretty much everything. Yet I cant help myself. It is so confusing how can I help everyone but myself
The last yr has been a really rough year. My bipolar is at its worse. I m still having problems from my spinal fusion which was a little over a yr ago.
Its so hard to b a caregiver who cant even take care of herself. I spend most of my time in bed lately but I do manage to make sure that grumpy gets fed everyday and has his meds.
Hubby has been trying to work but isn't going to b able to as it has gotten more difficult for me to care for myself.
I miss volunteering - I felt alive when I was able to do it.
Well the pool is up and running so prayerfully the pool will help with my healing process. I wasn't able to swim much last yr due to the incision taking so much time to heal.
Well I guess that's enough whining for today prayerfully this is me finally starting to move forward